An angel.
The commando cleared his throat. “How are you, Analye. And this is Sarah.”
There was a brief pause of confusion. And then the woman bowed again. “Mistress, it is my honor to serve. May I please approach the young?”
Sarah stiffened in her chair.
“Yes,” the commando interjected. “And maybe we’ll just give you guys some privacy.”
As he went to stand up, Nate’s voice cut through the awkwardness. “I don’t feel well.”
Sarah frowned as the woman went over to the bedside. That unnatural glow seemed to intensify, surely as if that robe with its strangely iridescent threads had been hit by a theater light instead of the dull fluorescent panels in the ceiling. And then Sarah had to rub her eyes because clearly her vision was off. A distortion, like heat rising off hot pavement in the summer, created waves in the air between the woman and the boy, warping that which should have been static such as the wall behind them, the bed between them, the pillow his head was on—
The commando stepped in front of her, blocking her view. In a low, grim voice, he said, “We need to leave now.”
A strange tingling had Sarah pulling up the sleeves of her fleece and looking down at herself. Both of her arms were alive with goosebumps, the skin bearing a chill that could not be explained from a drop in temperature in the room.
The door into the hall opened wide and the female doctor leaned in. She took one look at the boy, and then stared hard at the commando.
“You need to get her out of here. Now.”
Sarah knew damn well she was the subject of that order. But she shook her head. “I’m not leaving him. I don’t know what the hell is going on here, but I am not leaving him—”
“I don’t feel right,” Nate said roughly. “I don’t …”
Sarah burst to her feet. “We need a crash cart!”
The woman in the robe calmly looked over at the commando. “It is time, sire. It is upon him.”
“What’s wrong with you people?” Sarah glared at the doctor. “Do something! He looks like he’s seizing!”
For godsakes, if she were a clinician, rather than a researcher, she would jump up on that bed and start chest compressions—or do whatever had to happen to stabilize him. Meanwhile, everyone else just stared at the child as his small hands gripped the sheets and balled up wads on either side of his body. Arching back, he opened his mouth and let out a sound that didn’t seem human at all.
It was the cry … of an animal.
As the high-pitched wail faded in the bald room, Sarah felt the blood leave her head, a sudden warning rising up through her consciousness.
She thought of those lab experiments. Of the results that were inexplicable. Of the strange accents, this secret lair, that female in the robe.
Losing her balance, she fell back into the chair and stared up the commando’s powerful body.
Abruptly, she realized she had been asking the wrong question.
It was not “who.”
“What are you?” she breathed.
Murhder drew a palm down his face. This was getting in way too deep, way too quickly for the human woman. He’d thought they’d have some time before the transition came unto the young, time for her to get a good look at John Matthew’s wound, time for her to weigh in on that, time for Murhder and her to …
Explore their attraction.
After which, she would have to return to her life in the human world.
Instead, the change had arrived and there was no stopping it—no doubt the stress of the escape and coming here had jump-started the process. Or maybe Nate’s body had always meant for this night to be the one.
What the hell did it matter.
“I need to feed him,” the Chosen said urgently. “May I have your consent as guardians?”
Murhder swallowed hard. Then looked to Doc Jane. Part of him wanted to order the female healer to give the permission. He certainly didn’t feel like anything close to fit-parent material. But he had to remember what he had promised Ingridge.
“Yes, you have my consent,” he heard himself say.
Doc Jane spoke up. “Get her out of here. She can’t be a part of this.”
Nate’s bloodshot eyes popped wide, and he looked around frantically. “I want Sarah! Don’t make her go!”
It was the last comprehensible thing he spoke.
As he fell into a state of mumbles, Sarah narrowed hard eyes up at Murhder. “You will have to take me out of this room in pieces. Am I making myself clear?”
Murhder sat back down and rubbed his palms on his thighs, up and down, up and down. As he felt Doc Jane’s glare, he muttered, “I’ll take care of it.”
Doc Jane cursed. “This is not right and it is not good. For her.”
On that happy note, the physician backed out of the room—and in the wake of her departure, he was very clear on why Sarah staying and watching this had bad idea written all over it. The more vivid the memories, the harder they were to scrub. But like he wasn’t going to have to patch over whole sections of her recollections now, anyway? What was one more thing?
Okay, based on his life story, that was probably the wrong question to pose to destiny.
“What is she doing?” Sarah whispered. “Oh, God … what is that woman doing?”
Murhder looked over to the bed, even though he didn’t need visual confirmation to know what was going on. The Chosen had pinned up her left sleeve within the folds of the robing and brought her wrist to her mouth—and now she was puncturing her vein with her fangs.
Meanwhile, Nate was definitely in the thralls of the change. The poor kid was thrashing on the bed, his body contorted by the pain inside his skin, the hunger in his marrow, the need for his cells to have a sustenance only members of the opposite sex could provide him—
Except then the scent of that blood hit the young’s senses and he froze even in the midst of his suffering. In slow motion, his head cranked toward the Chosen.
There were no pupils to his eyes. They were nothing but white in the midst of his wide lids.
Fixated, he opened his mouth and released that high calling sound again, like a bird of prey about to be provided fresh meat.
“For your sustenance,” the Chosen said in the Old Language.
The sacred female extended her wrist over his open lips, and as the first drop of blood hit the young’s tongue, his body started to shake so hard, he levitated off the mattress—
Murhder felt a slap on his own arm and then pinpricks of pain.
Sarah had grabbed onto him, probably without even realizing it, her nails piercing his skin. Meanwhile, her other hand was braced against the wall, her face drawn in lines of horror.
Shit, he really should have gotten her out when he could.
The Chosen lowered her vein directly to the young’s mouth and Nate grabbed onto her hand and forearm, as if he were afraid the source of his very life would be taken away before he got what he needed.
“What are they doing …” Sarah’s voice trailed off weakly. “What …”
Murhder hung his head and wondered what the hell he had been thinking, allowing the human to come here, be a part of this, see what for all intents and purposes could not be unseen. Selfish. So selfish.
The problem was that after so many years of drowning alone in his insanity, he had missed feeling grounded and connected—and not merely to everything around him, but to one special person in particular. gel.
The commando cleared his throat. “How are you, Analye. And this is Sarah.”
There was a brief pause of confusion. And then the woman bowed again. “Mistress, it is my honor to serve. May I please approach the young?”
Sarah stiffened in her chair.
“Yes,” the commando interjected. “And maybe we’ll just give you guys some privacy.”
As he went to stand up, Nate’s voice cut through the awkwardness. “I don’t feel well.”
Sarah frowned as the woman went over to the bedside. That unnatural glow seemed to intensify, surely as if that robe with its strangely iridescent threads had been hit by a theater light instead of the dull fluorescent panels in the ceiling. And then Sarah had to rub her eyes because clearly her vision was off. A distortion, like heat rising off hot pavement in the summer, created waves in the air between the woman and the boy, warping that which should have been static such as the wall behind them, the bed between them, the pillow his head was on—
The commando stepped in front of her, blocking her view. In a low, grim voice, he said, “We need to leave now.”
A strange tingling had Sarah pulling up the sleeves of her fleece and looking down at herself. Both of her arms were alive with goosebumps, the skin bearing a chill that could not be explained from a drop in temperature in the room.
The door into the hall opened wide and the female doctor leaned in. She took one look at the boy, and then stared hard at the commando.
“You need to get her out of here. Now.”
Sarah knew damn well she was the subject of that order. But she shook her head. “I’m not leaving him. I don’t know what the hell is going on here, but I am not leaving him—”
“I don’t feel right,” Nate said roughly. “I don’t …”
Sarah burst to her feet. “We need a crash cart!”
The woman in the robe calmly looked over at the commando. “It is time, sire. It is upon him.”
“What’s wrong with you people?” Sarah glared at the doctor. “Do something! He looks like he’s seizing!”
For godsakes, if she were a clinician, rather than a researcher, she would jump up on that bed and start chest compressions—or do whatever had to happen to stabilize him. Meanwhile, everyone else just stared at the child as his small hands gripped the sheets and balled up wads on either side of his body. Arching back, he opened his mouth and let out a sound that didn’t seem human at all.
It was the cry … of an animal.
As the high-pitched wail faded in the bald room, Sarah felt the blood leave her head, a sudden warning rising up through her consciousness.
She thought of those lab experiments. Of the results that were inexplicable. Of the strange accents, this secret lair, that female in the robe.
Losing her balance, she fell back into the chair and stared up the commando’s powerful body.
Abruptly, she realized she had been asking the wrong question.
It was not “who.”
“What are you?” she breathed.
Murhder drew a palm down his face. This was getting in way too deep, way too quickly for the human woman. He’d thought they’d have some time before the transition came unto the young, time for her to get a good look at John Matthew’s wound, time for her to weigh in on that, time for Murhder and her to …
Explore their attraction.
After which, she would have to return to her life in the human world.
Instead, the change had arrived and there was no stopping it—no doubt the stress of the escape and coming here had jump-started the process. Or maybe Nate’s body had always meant for this night to be the one.
What the hell did it matter.
“I need to feed him,” the Chosen said urgently. “May I have your consent as guardians?”
Murhder swallowed hard. Then looked to Doc Jane. Part of him wanted to order the female healer to give the permission. He certainly didn’t feel like anything close to fit-parent material. But he had to remember what he had promised Ingridge.
“Yes, you have my consent,” he heard himself say.
Doc Jane spoke up. “Get her out of here. She can’t be a part of this.”
Nate’s bloodshot eyes popped wide, and he looked around frantically. “I want Sarah! Don’t make her go!”
It was the last comprehensible thing he spoke.
As he fell into a state of mumbles, Sarah narrowed hard eyes up at Murhder. “You will have to take me out of this room in pieces. Am I making myself clear?”
Murhder sat back down and rubbed his palms on his thighs, up and down, up and down. As he felt Doc Jane’s glare, he muttered, “I’ll take care of it.”
Doc Jane cursed. “This is not right and it is not good. For her.”
On that happy note, the physician backed out of the room—and in the wake of her departure, he was very clear on why Sarah staying and watching this had bad idea written all over it. The more vivid the memories, the harder they were to scrub. But like he wasn’t going to have to patch over whole sections of her recollections now, anyway? What was one more thing?
Okay, based on his life story, that was probably the wrong question to pose to destiny.
“What is she doing?” Sarah whispered. “Oh, God … what is that woman doing?”
Murhder looked over to the bed, even though he didn’t need visual confirmation to know what was going on. The Chosen had pinned up her left sleeve within the folds of the robing and brought her wrist to her mouth—and now she was puncturing her vein with her fangs.
Meanwhile, Nate was definitely in the thralls of the change. The poor kid was thrashing on the bed, his body contorted by the pain inside his skin, the hunger in his marrow, the need for his cells to have a sustenance only members of the opposite sex could provide him—
Except then the scent of that blood hit the young’s senses and he froze even in the midst of his suffering. In slow motion, his head cranked toward the Chosen.
There were no pupils to his eyes. They were nothing but white in the midst of his wide lids.
Fixated, he opened his mouth and released that high calling sound again, like a bird of prey about to be provided fresh meat.
“For your sustenance,” the Chosen said in the Old Language.
The sacred female extended her wrist over his open lips, and as the first drop of blood hit the young’s tongue, his body started to shake so hard, he levitated off the mattress—
Murhder felt a slap on his own arm and then pinpricks of pain.
Sarah had grabbed onto him, probably without even realizing it, her nails piercing his skin. Meanwhile, her other hand was braced against the wall, her face drawn in lines of horror.
Shit, he really should have gotten her out when he could.
The Chosen lowered her vein directly to the young’s mouth and Nate grabbed onto her hand and forearm, as if he were afraid the source of his very life would be taken away before he got what he needed.
“What are they doing …” Sarah’s voice trailed off weakly. “What …”
Murhder hung his head and wondered what the hell he had been thinking, allowing the human to come here, be a part of this, see what for all intents and purposes could not be unseen. Selfish. So selfish.
The problem was that after so many years of drowning alone in his insanity, he had missed feeling grounded and connected—and not merely to everything around him, but to one special person in particular.