but she lingers by the front door,
checks that it’s unlocked.
“He won’t hurt you,” I tell her.
“I know,” she whispers.
“But after that Cindy girl died
at spring break,
my parents gave me the Talk.
They said,
‘Just because you graduated a year early
doesn’t mean you can’t be stupid.’”
We go to join Mickey,
passing the open door
of Siobhan’s room
and the closed door
where my younger brother Dylan and I
used to stay.
I’ve been there a hundred times
since I died.
Mickey stands before his bed,
his suitcase open.
“My sister’ll kill me if I steal one of her shirts,
so take this.
Keep it.”
She unfolds the army-green T-shirt,
and the light spilling from the hall
reveals the skull-and-shamrock logo
of the Keeley Brothers.
I blink hard,
memories bathing my brain
like acid.