“No way,” he said. “Big hearts are bound to get bruised, Cora, and yours is the biggest I’ve ever seen.”
Annnd now she was crying again. She laid her head on his shoulder, her face pressed to his neck, and cried herself out until she was limp and exhausted. He rubbed her back and stroked her hair the whole time, just holding her and being there for her. And, man, that would’ve been enough. But it was the little kiss against her hair that had her too-big heart feeling entirely too full for her chest.
For being wrecked, broken, and more than a little lost, Slider Evans had a well of sweetness so deep that Cora wasn’t sure how she’d ever find her way out. Or if she even wanted to.
On another deep breath, Cora finally lifted her face and met Slider’s blazing light green eyes. He cupped her face in one big hand and swiped at her tears with his thumb, but it wasn’t enough, so he lifted the edge of his shirt and used that instead.
Cora managed a chuckle, even as she messed him up to put herself back together. “Sorry.”
“Don’t be,” he said, his voice full of gravel. “Aren’t we a pair?” He swallowed hard. “You feel so much, and I can’t feel enough.”
The words were so revealing that they nearly made her gasp. “Oh, Slider,” she said. “I think you feel more than you let on.” She hadn’t meant about her, but the flare of those strange eyes told her he took it that way. And it made her want to backpedal. Fast. “I mean—”
He kissed her. Hand in her hair, his lips came down on hers in a soft press of skin on skin. It wasn’t the frenzy of their first kisses in his bed, but there was an intimacy in the softness, in the sweetness that hit her just as hard.
When he pulled away, his expression was intense and thoughtful, like he wanted to say something and needed to figure out exactly what it was. And then he nailed her with a stare and said, “Cora, you—”
Knock, knock. “Dad?” Sam called from outside Cora’s door.
They jolted apart, and Cora scrambled into a standing position and scrubbed at her face, her heart pumping hard. She knew Slider didn’t want the boys confused about what was going on with them, and since nothing was going on, there was no sense in giving them any other impression. Besides, Cora really didn’t want Slider to think of her with the slightest hint of regret.
Hands braced on his thighs, he dropped his head in what looked like a posture of defeat. Or, after all, regret . . . “Yeah, Sam?”
The boy poked his head in the doorway, his gaze ping-ponging between them.
“What did you need, son?” Slider asked, pushing himself off the floor.
Worry was plain on the kid’s face, so Cora didn’t make him voice it. “I was just upset,” she said. “Over something I saw at the shelter today. They found another dog that had been . . . really badly injured. And they think it was from dogfighting. It was . . . pretty terrible.” She hugged herself and tried to block out the images, images she had no intention of describing more graphically for Sam, whose expression already looked like she felt.
Slider frowned. “Dogfighting? Is that where this uptick in dumped-off dogs is coming from? Have they all been like this?”
Cora shrugged, but then something Maria said came back to her. “I don’t know, but Maria mentioned that this seemed to happen pretty regularly on Mondays. God, is there dogfighting nearby on the weekends?” The thought was truly horrifying.
“I don’t know,” Slider said. “But I can ask around.”
“I’m sure the authorities are looking into it,” Cora said. “From what I understand, animal control is bringing them in when they find them.”
“That really sucks, Cora. I’m sorry,” Sam said. “Did the dog . . . did he live?”
Cora wished she knew. “He was in surgery when I had to come home, so I don’t know what happened.” And she spent all night wondering.
The next morning, she couldn’t take another minute of not knowing, and she called as soon as the shelter opened. He’d survived the surgery and the night, and that was all Maria could say for now.
It was something.
But the uncertainty was kinda driving Cora crazy, so she threw herself into housework. If she was going to be a full-time nanny, she figured that meant she should take on more around the house than just what the boys needed in the moment. And though Slider kept the house neat-ish, it really needed the same TLC that they’d given to Cora’s room.
Not that Cora believed redecorating fell under her purview. So instead, she threw herself into a deep clean, starting with the kitchen and moving into the living room. The floors. The fridge. Scrubbing every surface. She took down the curtains in both rooms and threw them in the washer.