Her pleasure is my fucking drug. Watching her face morph with need and undeniable desire is quickly becoming everything to me. I could fuck her all day for the rest of eternity and never get bored of it.
I’ve never fucked her slow like this, never watched as her body was pushed closer and closer to the edge. Don’t get me wrong, I have fucked her in every way possible and watched as her orgasms have exploded around her, tearing her world apart, but this is a slow-burn, constantly building, getting stronger and stronger until she can’t take the intensity any longer.
“Fuck, Roni. You’re so fucking beautiful,” I murmur, looking down at her gorgeous face as her eyes glisten with happiness, love, and desire.
She bites down on her lip and reaches up, running her thumb over my lips until I catch it in my mouth and bite down on the soft tip. “Whatever happened to ‘shut up and let me fuck you?’ ”
“Changed my mind.”
She shakes her head, grinning up at me with that cocky little attitude of hers. “Not going to happen,” she tells me, curling her legs around my waist and forcing me deeper inside her. “You got my body all worked up and desperate, so fuck me like you mean it, or I’m going to do it myself.”
I raise a brow, absolutely loving her fierce nature, but without missing a beat, I capture her hands from around my neck and lock them in one hand while hooking her leg up high over my hip. “Are you sure about this?” I ask, looking down at her wild, excited eyes. “If you want it rough, then that’s what you’ll get.”
“Fuck me, Nic.”
Well, damn.
Not wanting to disappoint my queen, I pull back and slam deep inside, stretching her as I go. She cries out, throwing her head back in pleasure and I feel her tightening around me. I go again, grunting and holding onto her.
I pick up my pace, slamming into her over and over again until she’s screaming my name. Her fingers ball into tight fists and I know that she’s dying to drag those nails down my back. I bring my hand down on her ass and she screams out again. “Oh God, YES!”
I give her exactly what she needs until finally, her tight little pussy is clenching down around me and she screams out my name. “Nic. FUCK.”
I come hard, sending hot spurts of cum shooting inside her, but I don’t stop moving, letting her ride out her orgasm on my cock until she finally goes limp beneath me.
I crash down on top of her, instantly regretting it as the pain soars through my chest, but it’s so fucking worth it.
Roni crushes her lips to mine. “Shit, you’ve been holding out on me.”
“Nah, babe,” I say, smiling against her lips. “You just weren’t ready for that.”
“And now I am?”
“You tell me, baby,” I say, rolling off to allow her to breathe properly. I pull her into my side and curl my arm around her sexy little body, my hand coming to a stop on her perfectly round ass. “I‘m assuming that since you came back, you want this just as bad as I do. Are you ready for this? For you and me?”
She climbs up onto my chest, being careful not to venture anywhere near my bandages before she nods, meeting my eyes with the emotion pouring out of her in waves. “I didn’t think I was,” she tells me. “You were such an ass all week but I’ve realized that I fucking love that about you. You’re so fierce and dominant and nothing has ever turned me on more.”
Tears well in her eyes and I reach up to wipe them away. “What’s wrong?” I murmur, hating how much those tears break me inside.
“I tried to run. I wanted to. Christian told me that this life with you wouldn’t be much. I’ll be constantly on the run and not able to have a proper life. He let me go and I started packing my things the second I got home, but I got twelve hours away before I realized how much of a mistake I was making. I’m in love with you, Nic, and I think on some level I always have been and I want to hate myself for feeling that way.”
Those words are like magic to my ears and I can’t help but cut her off, wanting nothing more than to pull her down and kiss her until we can’t breathe. “Roni—”
“No …” she says, stopping me so she gets a chance to finish the speech that she’s obviously rehearsed on the long drive here. “I … This isn’t the life I ever envisioned for myself. I thought I was going to make it to the top and be this amazing version of myself who was lucky enough to start fresh. I left all this shit behind years ago and never looked back, but I was missing something.”