She held a finger in the air. “Ah, see! That’s where you’re confused. You’re talking about love and I’m talking about some good, old-fashioned fucking. Just letting loose and going after it with a guy. Find one a little older, make sure he knows what he’s doing. They say making sure they can dance is a good indicator. Just find yourself one and go for it.” Suzy reached out and rubbed my arm. “You’ve got the body of a goddess! There are dozens of guys here every night who would die to get into bed with you. And if they knew you were a virgin…holy shit, Samara. Men worship women in that situation.”
I frowned at her. She absolutely knew that wasn’t the kind of response I had encountered when guys I dated found out I had never had sex.
“Umm, what? No way. Every guy I’ve dated hasn’t been into that. Or wanted to push me so far, so fast, that I had to get away.”
“That is because you are dating boys, baby. It’s time you found yourself a man to date. I’m serious. You need to find yourself a full-grown gentleman who knows what’s up. Keep your eyes peeled in NYC. Those executive types are always crowding those places. You need to find one to help you out and then never let that guy go.”