Not what I wanted to hear. I licked dry lips, my gaze jumping to the left as another wisp darted forward. I swung Amaya and it hesitated. Obviously they were waiting for more of their kind before they attacked. Is there any way you can be transported with me?
Perhaps. He hesitated. But it would mean infusing my energy into yours, and that might cause an inappropriate reaction given the situation.
My eyebrows raised. Meaning what?
Reapers infuse energy when they have sex. The result will be similar.
As in, orgasmic?
Possibly.
I couldn’t help grinning. Well, if I’ve got to face the Raziq, I sure as hell can’t think of a better way to do it.
It could be distracting, and that could get dangerous.
So un-infuse once we’re in the Raziq’s presence. Problem solved.
That, he said, mental tones wry, is like asking a human male to pull out at the point of ejaculation. It’s easy enough to say, but it requires a great deal of control and presence of mind to actually do.
Are you telling me you have as little control as a human male?
When it comes to you, I think that’s a well-established fact. He paused, and all sense of amusement fled. Their numbers are near attacking point. If we’re going to do this, we need to do it fast.
Then do it.
Reach out your right hand.
I switched Amaya to my left hand and did so. Ethereal fingers enclosed around mine, a touch that was both electric and heated. My heart began to race, though it was a combination of fear and expectation.
Imagine, he said, that your hand is on my chest. Feel the rhythm of my breath. Breathe in as I breathe out.
It was hard to imagine anything when all I could see was the shimmering of the Ania.
Close your eyes. Concentrate. We have little more than a minute, at best.
I obeyed. Blocked out the awareness of the Ania and Amaya’s distant rumblings of unhappiness, and remembered the last time we’d done this. Remembered the feel of warm skin under my fingertips, the strong drumming of his heart.
Feel my breath on your lips, he continued softly. Imagine it running across your tongue and into your body. Let it fill you, become you.
Warm air teased my mouth. My lips parted and I drew it in, filling my throat with his taste and my lungs with the scent of him, until all I could feel and all I could sense was the energy of his presence. In me, around me.
Imagine that energy inhabiting every part of you. His voice was soft, hypnotic. Draw it within, deep within, until it infuses every atom, until we are connected not by skin, but by the essence of all that we are.
Energy swirled through me, around me. His and mine, burning bright, within and without, making me tremble. Ache. He was right. This was dangerous. But there was no other way. Not if we wanted to be absolutely sure he was there by my side to confront the Raziq.
Draw it in, accept it, he said quietly. Let flesh and energy truly become one.
I drew a deep breath and his energy became a river that flooded every part of me, until the music of his being played through my body and mine through his. It was a dance, a caress, a tease. Heat and movement and desire, and I slipped into the firestorm we’d created so very easily.
Power of a different kind spun around me. Ania. Fear surged and it was all I could do to ignore the dark and uneasy particles twisting around my flesh. Then the music of Azriel’s being surged anew, and awareness slipped away again, until there was nothing but him and me and the pleasure of the moment.
And god, it was glorious. It carried me away, made me soar ever higher, until I felt lighter than air, brighter than the sun…
Then it was gone, ripped away as I crashed back to earth – literally. I hit hard enough to knock the air from my lungs and, for too many seconds, breathing became impossible. I couldn’t even groan. The energy that was Azriel re-formed beside me, on his back. Though I felt the shudder of surprise that ran through him, he nevertheless scrambled to his feet, Valdis ablaze in his hand.
He scanned the area, then bent, grabbed my arm, and hauled me upright. Are you all right?
Yeah. A little shell-shocked after your abrupt departure from that rather pleasurable experience, but otherwise okay. I paused and glanced around. Where are we?