I’m staying out of my head for now, because tonight I’m finally giving in.
6
Luca
Her legs have to spread wide to accommodate my size, and as she wiggles on top of me, my cock rubs against her ass. I can feel her wet pussy on my lower stomach, sliding around and marking me with her desire. Maybe that’s not her intent, but that’s how it feels, and I get harder at the thought.
“I can cum just like this.” I grab her hips and look up at her naked on top of me. “Seeing you naked and spread open is enough.”
She bites her bottom lip as she plants her hands on the pillow behind my head. Her halo of curls falls around her, and me too. I put one hand behind her neck and pull her down for a kiss. It’s like we’re the only two people in the entire world, and there’s an ache in my chest. I want it to stay just like this forever, but my body is demanding more, more, more.
Her hips wiggle on instinct, and I thrust up to meet them. My cock slides against the curve of her ass, and all I want her to do is lift a little so that I can find her wet warmth.
“You’re distracting me.” Her voice is breathy, and her eyelids are heavy.
I keep one hand on her hip as I use the other to play with her nipples. “I’m selfish.”
“I’m supposed to be returning the favor,” she hisses when my teeth graze her neck.
“If you mean you’re supposed to be giving me pleasure, then you’re doing amazing.”
Her ass rocks back and up this time, and the length of my cock rubs against her opening. I can feel her coat it with her wet heat, and I nearly cum at the contact.
“How can I already want another orgasm?” Selma looks drunk, but I know she only had two drinks all night. I think it’s the same way I’m feeling right now, and it’s like we’ve both been given a drug.
“Because it feels so fucking good.” This time I plant my feet on the bed and hold her still as I rub against her. “Fuck, I want to cum on you.”
“Where?” she asks softly as her eyes widen. She licks her lips, and I think about putting it in her mouth.
“You keep looking at me like that and I won’t be able to decide.”
Her hips push back when I rock forward, and the tip of my cock enters her. She keeps her eyes locked on mine as she circles her pussy around it and then just holds it there.
“Here?” It’s asked so softly it’s almost a whisper, but I don’t miss it.
“Have you ever had a man cum inside you?” My body is concrete as I lie here, silently begging for her to sink lower, but holding her so tight that she can’t.
She doesn’t answer, simply shakes her head. She keeps her eyes on me as I slip my hand between us to where we’re connected. She’s still so fucking wet as I graze the knuckle of my finger between her lips and over her clit.
Selma cries out, and I feel her pussy clench around the tip of my cock, and I release my hold on her hip. She slides down a little more and takes more of me inside her. I keep rubbing, feeling her clench and rock her hips.
“You keep sliding down and I won’t have a choice on where I’m going to cum.” Her eyes meet mine, and I look between us where we’re joined. She follows my stare, and instead of coming off my cock, the evil temptress lowers herself a little more.
“I want to feel it.” She looks so fucking innocent as she whispers the confession, and I groan.
“Fuck.” Now it’s me shaking my head. “I’ll get you pregnant.”
I’ve never ever had sex without a condom, even when I’ve been asked before. There were a couple of times I didn’t have a condom, so I went without the sex, because the last thing I’ve ever wanted was to end up tied to a woman I didn’t have a relationship with. Sex has always been a one-time thing, but as I lie here with Selma, I don’t think that’s going to be possible.
“It’s okay. I just had my period.” When I look at her like I don’t know what that means, a corner of her lips turns up. “I’m not ovulating.”
I’m still not sure this is a hundred percent accurate, but I didn’t really pay attention in health class. Also, from what I remember my dad telling me and Cooper, there’s always a chance.
Before when I’ve been with a woman, this conversation would have stopped me in my tracks. I wouldn’t have even entertained the idea of going this far without a barrier between us. But I’m already halfway with Selma, and I’m ready to toss my rule book out the fucking window. She’s so far outside the boundaries I’ve set in place that I might as well just do what I want. And what I want more than anything is to be inside her.