“If you don’t mind, I’m going to resist,” I said to Roxanne as I leaned against the bathroom counter.
It wasn’t about not being with Roxanne. I knew I would be with her soon, but I needed to know that I hadn’t given up my ability to say no to her. She did have a power over me, and I didn’t like that at all. At the same time, I loved that she had the sexual allure that had my body rock hard in anticipation.
“Oh, is this a game?” she teased me as she closed the curtain and went back to her shower.
“Sort of.”
“What are the rules?”
I had to laugh. Roxanne didn’t seem like the kind of girl who needed rules in order to play games. She seemed more like the kind of girl who liked to break all the rules when she wanted to play. But I decided to humor her.
“I’m just making sure I still have the ability to say no when a beautiful woman like you is trying to seduce me.”
It wasn’t an official game, of course. I just liked to know that I wasn’t totally willing to succumb to the power of a beautiful woman. In the few days that I had known Roxanne, she had totally thrown me off my ability to think straight.
Even though I thought I was going to deny her and keep things professional, I found myself closer to her than ever. My mind wanted to keep things professional, but when my body got involved, I automatically went right to the sexual chemistry we had. Our bodies were electric when they were together and I liked that. I liked it more than I had ever liked being next to a woman.
“Your cock wants to be over here,” Roxanne said as she looked out from behind the curtain at my throbbing manhood.
She was right. Oh, how she was right. My body wanted to press inside of her so badly that I was holding onto the counter to keep from jumping into the shower. I wasn’t going to resist for much longer, I just wanted to see if I could wait until she got out.
Sex in the shower was my favorite. If I could resist that, then I still had control over my willpower and could move forward with whatever was going on between Roxanne and I. But if I gave in and slid inside of her while she was wet and in that shower, then I knew I needed to cut my losses and move on. I couldn’t afford to be so vulnerable again. I couldn’t fall in love.
“So, let me get this straight. You came into my room because you wanted to have sex with me, but now you are standing over there because you don’t want to have sex with me?”
“No. I very much want to have you.”
“You’re confusing me, Jackson. Come here and explain,” she said as she opened the curtain again.
As she stood there with her body dripping wet, I felt my cock throb with a need for her. I told myself not to let go of the counter, not to go to her. But I couldn’t stop myself. As my hands let go of the counter, I walked slowly over to Roxanne. I had waited long enough, I needed to have her.
The second I was within reach of her, she grabbed me and pulled me toward her. She pressed her wet body up against me and her lips aligned with mine. My hands wrapped around her and I had to pull her out of that damn shower so I could play with her.
Her skin was soft and wet, enticing me. I grabbed a towel off the shelf and wrapped her in it as I carried her over to the bed. She was dripping wet and I stood her at the foot of the bed while I let the towel dry her off a little.
She looked more natural than I had seen her the last f
ew days. Her hair was freshly washed and so was her face. There was a feeling of pureness that radiated from her. I had felt it before, but with her freshly out of the shower, I felt it even more. Her soul was kind and she was a good person. I couldn’t understand why she had gone to Stephano to work for him. There were so many other options for a young girl, but I figured the money had been very enticing.
“You should stop trying to resist,” Roxanne whispered.
“Oh, I’m done now.”
I grabbed her towel and threw it across the room. The instant exposure to the cold room air had her nipples hard, so I moved my mouth to cover one of them. The little moan she made when my mouth wrapped around her nipple made my cock release a preview of what was coming.
The touch of her skin was electrifying. I wanted her more than I could ever remember wanting a woman. It wasn’t just because she was beautiful, there was a connection between us that drove me.
“I’m freezing. Can we get under the covers?” she asked.
I felt her skin and the goosebumps that covered it. But I didn’t want to climb under the covers just yet. I enjoyed having her body trembling under my lips – the feeling of her trying to stay warm while my mouth brought warmth to her body.
“I’ll warm you up,” I said as I pressed her back onto the bed and spread her legs wide.
The feeling of her skin against mine was so primal that I couldn’t stop myself from sucking in a deep breath to smell her. Everything about Roxanne excited my body. Her looks, her smell, her touch. It was all so much.
My kisses normally would have started slowly and moved up her legs, but I wanted to taste her. I needed to feel her juices in my mouth, so I covered her center and licked her with as much pressure as I could find.
I needed to hear her moans of desire; it was like an innate need that my body had and it wasn’t going to stop until she vocalized the feelings of pleasure I was giving her.