No, this is going to be what we both need: a hard, nasty fuck.
I plunge into Scarlett over and over again. Our bodies melt into a sweaty mess, but neither one of us seems to mind as she alternates gripping my hips with rubbing her tits. They’re bouncing so sweetly in time with our bodies. I lean my head down and flick my tongue across one of her nipples. She groans and clenches down even harder on me.
“Baby, I’m not going to make it much longer,” I murmur, and she nods.
“Come for me, Nash. Come inside me. Fill me up,” she begs. “Please,” she scrapes her nails down my chest, and it’s the “please” that makes me come completely undone.
I whisper her name as the orgasm sweeps over me and as I lower myself to the bed, still entangled with her body, I realize that I’m falling harder than I possibly thought I ever could.
I’m so hers.
16.
Red
It’s been nearly a week since the attack, and I’ve all but forgotten about the threat looming over me. Yeah, Nash makes me train with him each day, but when we’re not sparring or running, we’re fucking, so it doesn’t seem so bad.
Finally, I’m not spending every moment of my life feeling afraid. He shifts and runs through the woods as a wolf. I strap on my tennis shoes and follow in my underwear. I’m sure I won’t be seen running through the woods in the nude, but I can’t get over the idea of running naked. It’s just not my style.
Though I’m having the time of my life with Nash, the truth is that I know time is running out. Nash has a plan for getting rid of Jeffrey, but it’s going to take more than just the two of us. It’s going to take help from inside the pack.
“When are we meeting them?” I ask.
“I know a few guys inside the pack who still keep in touch with me. It’s all off-the-record, of course. If the Alpha knew they were still in contact with me, they’d already be dead.”
“He’s that extreme,” I comment, but it’s not a question. We both know he is.
“Next full moon,” Nash promises. “They’ll meet us here and we’ll come up with a plan. We have to take him down quietly without causing a lot of fuss or there’s going to be a revolt.”
“Why is that such a bad thing?” I ask. “You don’t even like the pack.”
“No. I like the pack. The pack is my family, Scarlett. I don’t like the Alpha. I don’t like what he’s done to them. He’s turned a group that once was strong and carefree into horrible creatures. He’s turned them against each other and against the world. Jeffrey needs to be stopped. You need your life back and I need mine.”
He says is so adamantly that suddenly, I wonder what he sees for us in the future. Will there be one? Once Nash is back in the Silent Canines, will he still want to be my friend?
My boyfriend?
Can I even call him that?
Suddenly, I’m struck with a huge dose of insecurity as I realize that we’ve been playing house, but neither one of us has really laid it all on the line.
The truth is that I don’t want to go back to my life. Things were fine, but they were boring as fuck. My job was so mundane that I could do it in my sleep. Yeah, I worked long hours and I made good money, but at what cost?
Grandma is dead and I have no one.
No one.
I don’t have any friends to miss me. I don’t have a boyfriend to come home to. I have nothing. Now, for the first time, I have someone, and I don’t want to let him go.
I also don’t know if Nash would let me keep him.
I think keep him, but I know he’s not some tame wolf to be kept. He’ll always be wild, but would he be wild and still be mine?
I don’t know.
We haven’t gotten there yet.
We have a few days until the next full moon, and we spend all of our time eating, running, sparring, and fucking. He takes me every way imaginable and then he takes me just a little bit more.