“Kiss me through it,” he whispers into my cheek and I nod and turn and take his lips in mine again.
He pushes forward as his top hand pushes me back onto him. Oh shit, this fucking hurts. I close my eyes as I try to block out the pain.
“Baby, kiss me.,” he whispers desperately, knowing that he’s hurting me. I slowly take his lips in mine and he keeps circling his fingers on my clitoris. I feel my body relax and he slowly adds just one finger to my sex and starts to pump me with it. I feel my arousal start to climb again and I drop my head back to his chest as I pant and he pushes forward again as his front hand pushes me back.
“Ah,” I whisper as I close my eyes and hold my breath.
“Nearly there, baby,” he moans in an unrecognisable voice. God, I have never seen him like this.
“Kiss me,” he growls as his arousal hits a new level and I turn and he takes my lips in his in hard erotic, passionate kissing. I feel the last of my body’s resistance fall away and he slides home in one deep movement.
Oh dear god.
I pant to try to deal with the overwhelming sense of his claiming.
He drops his head to my shoulder and moans. “Oh fucking hell, Natasha.”
I smile. I did it—we are doing it. I can do this. I turn and kiss him over my shoulder again and my arousal hits a new level. This is new uncharted territory and I feel like I might just lose my mind.
“Fuck me,” I whisper.
His eyes meet mine and he cracks his neck hard.I giggle and throw my head back to his chest. God, I love this man.
He lifts my upper leg and holds it in the air as his body starts to pump me slowly and I moan in pleasure. He hooks my leg over his forearm and starts to pulse his fingers into my sex gently in time with his cock. Oh dear god, I’m in heaven. As I get more aroused he gets rougher, until we are hard at it and the sound of our bodies slapping together echoes through the room. I have never felt anything so good… so intimate… so perfect. We are both screaming as we start to hit the climax and I shudder deeply as I am hit with the strongest orgasm I have ever had and he growls as his body lurches forward in the most perfect orgasm I have ever seen.
We lie still, covered in perspiration, panting, and I smile broadly.
Joshua is breathing heavily and can’t talk. He smiles into the side of my forehead.
I smile broadly. “I think I’m actually good at that.”
He smirks and takes my lips in his. “You blow my mind, Natasha Marx. You are one seriously hot fuck and yes you are very, very good at that.”
I smile, I like that answer. I like it a lot.
Chapter 15
Boundaries… what are they and do I have any left? I’m pretty sure they and any physical restrictions I had put on myself flew completely out the window last night. There are no secrets anymore, no lies, no betrayal… at least not between the two of us anyway. As for the rest of the world, I’m not so sure anymore. We both lie on our sides facing each other and Joshua gently runs his fingertips in a circular pattern on my upper arm. I smile softly and he leans in to kiss me gently on the lips. “What are you thinking about?” he asks.
I shrug as I smile into my pillow. “Just you.”
He smirks. “What about me?”
I bite my bottom lips to stifle my smile. “Just thinking how you are the master magician.”
“How so?” he smiles softly.
“Last night. How did you do that?” I bend and gently kiss him on his beautiful broad chest.
“Do what?” he asks as his hand tenderly cups the back of my head.
“Turn something that I was so sure that I was going to hate into something so beautiful and intimate?” I shake my head in disbelief. “I think last night was the biggest shock of my life.”
He leans in and kisses me gently, then rolls onto his back and splays my body half over his. “Have we ever had anything but intimate and beautiful between us, presh?” His eyes hold mine. “Together we are intimate perfectio
n,” he whispers into my hair.
I melt and kiss his chest. “No, I can’t say that we have.” I smile broadly. “We are, aren’t we?”