I heard the words but it was like my brain couldn't process them. His girlfriend? He wanted me to be his girlfriend? I couldn't make sense of those words in my head so instead, I stared and stuttered, “U-umm…”
Christian chuckled underneath his breath. "Are you going to say something?"
"I'm not really sure I know how words work anymore," I mumbled. I didn't think he would ever want me to be his girlfriend. He'd made it clear right from the start that he didn't want a real relationship and as much as I'd hated it, I also knew I couldn't force him into anything. So, to hear him say that he wanted me to be his girlfriend completely floored me. "Are you serious?"
"Very serious," he said as he took my hands.
"How do you feel about me?" I asked.
Christian's thumb caressed my cheek. "I feel things for you that I've never felt for anyone before," he said. "Not for Daphne, not for anyone. So I want to give us a shot. We deserve that much. What do you think?"
I smiled up at him. Of course, that's what I wanted. All I'd ever thought about when it came to him was how much I wanted to be in his life. And Annie's. I adored both of them so much I couldn't imagine being without them. "I think that's the best idea you've ever had. Well, besides the one where you asked me to sleep with you.” I laughed nervously. “Of course, I want to be your girlfriend."
Christian's smile grew until he looked happy enough to burst. He palmed my cheeks and swooped down on my lips. The little peck turned into a wildfire. Our lips moved together hard, our breaths whipping into fast pants. His hands moved first and yanked my clothes off as I went for his.
The terrible tension I'd felt all day disappeared when he was holding and touching me like he just couldn't get enough. I moaned against his lips as his tongue slipped into my mouth. He explored and tasted me until I couldn't stand it anymore. I wanted to feel him, every inch of him.
I pushed him hard onto the bed and he fell back in surprise. I chuckled as I licked the crease of his neck and nipped at it with my teeth. That drew a long, passionate moan from his mouth and I wanted to hear it again and again.
He chuckled. "Did you want me that bad?"
"You have no idea."
I couldn't imagine not wanting Christian. His hard, muscled body pressed against mine was something that I could never get enough of. My fingers scraped down his chest, long and slow as he arched his back and pressed up into my hands. He trusted me, that much was clear and he wanted me like no other. I couldn't imagine being with anyone and having them want me the way he did. It was deeper than anything I'd ever had before.
"Hannah," he groaned.
"Shhhh." I kissed down along his chest over his belly and between each of his muscular thighs. The scent of his arousal was strong and heady. It drew me in and made me want to climb on top of him and ride him until I'd had my fill and then some. Instead, I slid my tongue over the insides of his thighs and over his balls.
Christian sucked in a breath. I glanced up at him and he locked eyes with me. I let my tongue drag over his flesh before I sucked one ball and then the other into my mouth.
His body bowed and he tensed. "Hannah," he managed to choke out.
"Not done yet," I said as I released his balls and dragged my tongue back up his extremely rigid shaft.
"You're being greedy tonight. Does this mean you're happy?"
"Mmhmm…" I moaned. "Very happy." I opened my mouth and swallowed the whole of his cock before he could say another word. The only sound I received was a deep moan and that was more than enough to make me grin inwardly and slide my mouth downwards until he was nestled neatly in my throat. I swallowed around him, my throat constricting and tightening as he threw back his head and bucked upward into my throat.
The more he bucked, the more I swallowed and moaned while my fingertips massaged his balls. Until I was sure he was going crazy. He was on the edge and ready to explode, but every time he came close, I pulled away and started all over again. I wanted him right on the edge of the razor blade, and I wanted him to feel as good as I did hearing him say that he had feelings for me.
My body was in overdrive mode.
Heat swept over me and I was so wet I could feel it dripping down my thighs. I crawled up his body and straddled his lap as I glanced down at him.