“God, I needed you,” I uttered, barely able to think. My body just wanted him, and it didn’t care how that was accomplished.
“Well, I need to get fucked really badly,” he said. My cock throbbed between us.
“Do you, now?”
“Yes,” he said. “It’s been too long.”
“That’s okay. I’ll go slowly and carefully with you.”
A glint of mischief was in his eyes. “Not too slowly.”
I ran my lips across his skin and nibbled gently near his collarbone. “Okay then. Flip.”
I expected a protest, but the moment I’d said the words, Perry obeyed. He turned over underneath me so that he was lying on his stomach, his ass just beneath my cock. It was as if he’d been waiting for me to ask, and he was so ready to give me what I wanted. What he clearly wanted, too.
I let out a satisfied groan seeing him under me like that. I ran my palm slowly from the top of his back down his spine, stopping right above his ass. It was all so much more immediate now, seeing him under me like this, knowing nothing was keeping me from fucking him for the first time.
“You’ll want to use a good amount of lube,” he said, turning his head sideways to talk.
“This ain’t my first rodeo,” I said. “I know. I’m just… mesmerized by your body right now.”
“You can be mesmerized with your cock inside me,” he said. “Or a finger, at least.”
I chuckled. “Ooh, I like it when you’re demanding.” I reached over to the bottle of lube and spread some onto my fingers before gently spreading him and stroking against his hole. My cock jumped at just the feeling of it, knowing that he wanted this, that he was going to let me inside.
I pushed one finger in gently, and instantly he relaxed under me, his body melting downward into the sheets.
“That is nice,” he said.
“Nice?” I asked, pulling out slowly and adding another finger, gently pressing in again.
His fingers dug into the sheets and he moaned deeply as I slid two slicked fingers inside of him.
“Oh God, I was not expecting that,” he said.
“Sometimes I’ve got to keep you guessing.”
“It’s so good,” he said.
I made sure to be slow at first with two fingers. He was so fucking tight that I was already dripping precum imagining my cock inside him. I forced myself to be patient. I wanted this more than anything in the world right now, and I wasn’t going to mess things up by pushing too hard too fast.
I let my fingers finally sink into him though, and I tried something I’d always been curious about. I stroked inside him, feeling for his prostate.
“Oh wow,” he muttered, his fingers tightening on the sheets.
“Good?”
“I need you to fuck me now, Rock,” he said, pushing back against my fingers. “Otherwise I’m afraid I’m going to lose it just from this.”
“Liar,” I said teasingly, stroking his prostate again. I loved watching him squirm against the bed as I did it. “You couldn’t come just from this.”
He was rutting against the bed.
“Usually I’d agree with you, but right now I am more than a little excited.”
“You know that’s what I want from you, right?”
“And I want a cock inside me from you,” he said.
“Mmm,” I hummed. “Shy guy silver fox isn’t quite so shy, is he?”
“I’m just… excited,” he said.
“Oh, I love it,” I said. “I love every fucking second of it, and you know it.”
“So fuck me, then.”
I pushed my fingers inside him just a little harder, a tiny, affectionate punishment for the little command he’d given me. It elicited another moan from him, and then I finally pulled out of him, reaching for the lube and condom.
I tore open the packet, rolling the condom over me and slicking it. He’d moved up a little on the bed so that his ass was right underneath my cock. I gripped his cheeks, spreading him and pushing the tip of my cock up to his hole.
I let myself sink in slowly, feeling him relaxing underneath me, letting me in. It really wasn’t my first time at the rodeo—I had done this before, although with women. But something about being with him felt different, beyond just the fact that he was a man.
It was that I already trusted him so much. I wanted him so badly it hurt, but this didn’t feel like just sex, just a way to get off.
I felt like I was showing him how much he meant to me. And somehow the fact that I was apparently a big sap now only made it hotter as I pushed inside of him.
He moaned deeply as I pushed past his tight ring of muscle, the lube letting me slide in with ease. My hands were still tight on his cheeks.
“God, fuck, you feel so good,” he muttered.