“It’s not like we had a disagreement about something petty,” I said. “She made the woman I love leave. She never accepted you. She went behind my back and betrayed me. That’s not the kind of thing you just forgive.”
“She thought she was doing the best thing for you,” London said calmly.
“That’s bullshit, and you know it,” I snapped. “She was doing the best thing for herself.”
Ariel didn’t say a single word.
“Crewe, calm down,” London said. “I understand you’re upset—”
“Upset doesn’t begin to describe it.” When I looked at Ariel, I still wanted to strangle her.
“Ariel apologized,” London said. “She seems sincere about it. I’m sure nothing like this would ever happen again. She’d be so grateful to have another chance that she would be even more loyal to you.”
I shook my head. “Forget it.”
“Crewe.” Ariel finally met my gaze. She didn’t cry like last time, but she looked just as devastated. “If you don’t want me to be your business partner again, I understand. I don’t blame you for feeling this way. But…I don’t want to lose you. You’re my closest friend. I don’t think I can live my life without you in it in some capacity. I want to be at your wedding. I want you to be at mine. I love you…”
I was ashamed to admit her words got to me. Only a decade of respect and adoration could get me to soften. If I didn’t think the world of her, I wouldn’t have cared about anything she just said.
London stared at me, expecting me to say something.
But I couldn’t say anything.
“I’ve forgiven Ariel,” London whispered. “Ariel accepts me as the woman in your life. Our relationship isn’t perfect, but in time, I’m sure we can be great friends. If she and I can come to this understanding, I think the two of you can work this out.”
I stared at the floor.
“Crewe,” London pressed. “This is what I want. And I know you want it too.”
I raised my head and looked at Ariel. “You know how my family’s death has bothered me. You know how hurt I was when Josephine left me. You’re the last person I expected to turn against me…I can’t get over that.”
“I know,” Ariel whispered. “I really thought I was doing the best thing for you.”
“But you left,” I reminded her. “You left when I wouldn’t give up London.”
“Because I thought you were going into financial ruin,” Ariel said. “But now that I’ve gotten to know London, I realize she’s the most compassionate, smart, and selfless person on the planet. She would do anything for you, even if she doesn’t agree with it herself. You couldn’t find anyone better. I mean that.”
London looked at me. “We can take things slow. Trust doesn’t need to be rebuilt in a day. But if I can forgive her, so can you.”
I couldn’t believe I was doing this. “If you ever do anything to London again—”
“I’ll show her nothing but respect, Crewe,” Ariel said quickly. “I’ll treat her the way she deserves to be treated. I’m not one to admit when I’m wrong, but I was very wrong about her.”
“Okay, I’ll give you another chance. But this wouldn’t have happened without London.”
Ariel took a deep breath, her eyes watering. “You have no idea how grateful I am.”
We sat in awkward silence, sitting on opposite couches and staring at one another.
London let go of my hand and excused herself from the room. “I’ll give you two a minute…”
Ariel and I didn’t speak. Everything had already been said, but the heavy tension still remained. It would probably be awkward like this for a long time.
Ariel cleared her throat. “I guess I’ll start again tomorrow, if that’s okay.”
I nodded, unsure what else to say.
“I’ll make up for what I did,” she whispered. “Somehow, someway.”
“I hope so. You’re my closest friend. I’m angry with what you did…but you’ll always be important to me.”
“You’ve always been important to me too.”
When there was nothing left to say, I rose to my feet. “I’m going to spend the rest of the day with London. We’ll get back to work tomorrow.”
“Sounds good.” She stood up as well and looked at me.
I stared at her, but I didn’t know what else to do. It seemed like something was missing, but I didn’t know what. After what she did, I shouldn’t forgive her, but I found myself feeling better after we had the conversation.
Ariel came closer to me then moved her arms around my waist. She hugged me gently even though I didn’t reciprocate. “Congratulations, Crewe.” She dropped her embrace and turned away.
It was hard for me to stay angry when she seemed sincere. Ariel and I had so many memories that it was difficult not to think about them. If I let her go, I would be throwing away a friendship filled with a decade of happiness. “Thank you.”