He slid his arms around Cade’s shoulders, and bent to taste his lips. The moment he pressed his lips against Cade’s a sensation swept over him, like drowning, like being overcome with something that stole all the oxygen from him and left him gasping. He felt Cade’s tongue slip between his lips and he tasted him, a faint, sweet taste that reminded him somehow of green forests and wild things. He lost track of his senses as Cade’s tongue explored his mouth, and pulled him closer and down into his lap, so that Jax was straddling him, his own hard cock snugged up against Cade’s rock-like bulge. Cade was pressing him against his chest so hard he could feel his heart beating, fast and steady and strong. Jax was losing track of the boundaries between them. The nipple ring was digging into Jax’s chest. Was that Cade’s heart or his own?
Jax fumbled with Cade’s jeans and got a hand inside. Cade groaned and pushed up hard against his hand. Jax could feel Cade’s cock twitching a little as he held it, and Cade made a sound that was like a moan and a growl all at once, picking Jax up with his hands under his arms and throwing him down on his back on the bed. A part of Jax thrilled at the rough treatment. Jax knew he wouldn’t break, and he wanted Cade to see that. He was a man and would be treated like one, despite the difference in their two sizes.
Cade came after him with a feral growl. The sound was deep and bestial, and it should have scared Jax, but it only excited him. He felt like growling himself, as a matter of fact. Jax had one small moment of panic, when he saw Cade’s beautiful face hovering over him. He was so big, so muscular. Then Cade leaned over and pulled off Jax’s underwear, just ripped them down and engulfed Jax’s cock in his mouth.
Never before had so many feelings rushed over Jax all at once. He felt the brush of Cade’s hair on his stomach and the rasp of his beard on his thighs. The velvety softnes
s of his mouth and the wet heat of it combined to make him stop thinking anything coherent altogether. He could literally feel all the blood in his brain rush southward at a high rate of speed.
“Cade,” he screamed, and Cade murmured something he couldn’t understand. Or it could have been Cade humming—whatever it was, the vibration nearly drove him out of his mind. He wondered briefly if Cade was making the noise at all. It might have been his own blood, thrumming wildly through his veins.
“I’m going to come,” he said, in a panic, struggling not to embarrass himself. No one had ever done this to him before, and it was wonderful and terrifying and amazing all at once. Jax was carried away with his emotions that he couldn’t even think straight. Cade pulled off his dick with a wet plop and stared down at him.
“Come then, baby. Come in my mouth so I can taste you. ”
“Oh, fuck. ” A shudder ran through Jax so hard that it threatened to shake him off the bed, but Cade held him down with his broad fingers on the inside of his thighs. He bent his head to engulf him again and lick down the entire length of his shaft, then swiped his hot tongue down onto the place where his groin met his thigh and nuzzled there for a moment. He swept down over Jax’s balls and took one in his mouth. It was enough to send Jax over the edge, and he came so hard the world dissolved for a moment and then reformed around Cade. Cade caught some of his cum in his mouth and finished sucking him dry until it actually became unbearable, the stimulation just too much. Jax whimpered frantically and felt Cade pull off, his arms wrapping around him. Cade moved up then to kiss him so he could taste himself on Cade’s lips.
“Keep me with you,” Jax gasped in Cade’s ear. “Don’t leave me. ”
“Never,” he said, his voice a deep, almost bestial sound. Without warning, Cade flipped Jax onto his stomach. Pulling Jax to his knees, he pried apart the cheeks of Jax’s ass and licked him there with his tongue. Jax arched his back and screamed his pleasure. He’d never even heard of anybody doing this before, and it was equal parts mortifying and thrilling to him. Cade was stroking Jax’s cock, only half hard now, the skin painful to the touch after how hard Jax had just come. Cade’s wicked tongue came back to thrust inside him again and again until Jax was nearly incoherent. He tried to move forward, in some instinctual move of self-preservation, but Cade pulled him back and licked him again, moving from his balls to the top of his cleft. Jax screamed, clutching the sheet in his fists.
Cade rolled him to his back and spread his legs. He looked down at him with satisfaction. “Mine,” he groaned, then held him up and buried his face between his cheeks again. Jax could feel his tongue thrusting inside until he thought he’d lose his mind. He was reduced to begging until finally, Cade pulled his face away and fingered him.
“Look at me, baby,” he commanded and Jax looked up at him. He carefully put in one finger, moving it until Jax felt the burn. Next came another finger and Cade carefully watched his face to gauge his reactions. When Jax’s eyelids fluttered, he smiled down at him. “I’m claiming you, Jax. You’re mine now. Forever. ” He pushed inside Jax again with his fingers and Jax moaned, his teeth gritted together. Then Cade shifted his angle to slide across his prostate and Jax put his head back and moaned so loudly it must have sounded like Cade was killing him.
“That’s it, baby. Let me hear you sing. ” Cade’s eyes were glowing down at him, his heated stare running over him, making Jax breathe faster, and making his body tingle from that touch alone. Impatiently, Cade surged to his feet. His big hands went to the buttons on his jeans and he stripped them off expertly. Jax’s gaze was fixed on him as he revealed his body, so gorgeous with his smooth muscles and tanned skin. And mine, Jax thought, a little thrill running through him.
Jax’s eyes moved down to his groin and his gaze faltered. He looked back up to find Cade’s gaze burning into him. “Cade…what…what is that?” He pointed down to Cade’s cock, long, thick and uncut. Around the base of his cock was a growth of some kind. Circling right around the shaft, it was almost the size of a small baseball.
“It’s my knot, Jax. It has to go inside you this first time to ensure our bond. It will hold us together for a while, and I won’t be able to release from you. Do you understand? It’ll hurt, baby. I’ll try to stretch you as much as I can, and we’ll take it slow, but it has to go inside you. ”
Jax looked up into Cade’s eyes and then nodded his understanding. He didn’t really understand at all, but he wanted to be whatever Cade needed him to be. He reminded himself that this man wasn’t human—naturally there would be some differences. That was what Cade kept saying, and he had to believe him. He looked up at Cade and tried to nod.
“I know how this must seem, honey. It’s natural for us, but I know it looks strange to humans. It’s just a part of me, a part of my wolf. I don’t want to hurt you, and it will be just this first time we make love. It will help form our bond. ”
Jax nodded again. He wasn’t a virgin, after all, and he wasn’t afraid. That had all been taken from him a long time ago, and in a much more brutal manner. In the past, he’d even been forced to wear large plugs for hours at a time, so he knew how this might feel. He didn’t want to think about it, but he was desperate to please Cade, and to understand.
“I’m so sorry, baby. I never want to hurt you. I’ll be as gentle as I can, okay?”
Jax nodded and Cade continued. “It’ll be better for both of us if you can relax as much as possible. ”
Cade stood for a moment looking down at Jax, and Jax crawled to the edge of the bed and curled a hand around his thigh, dragging him closer. He stepped forward, his eyes glowing, as Jax leaned closer. Without any more warning, Jax swallowed him down. He couldn’t get his mouth around the knot, but he held it in his hands and massaged it gently.
Cade gave a startled, harsh cry and his knees buckled a little to the side of the bed. Jax’s tongue caressed the vein on the underside of his huge cock, licking upward to torment the head. He let his teeth graze the tender skin and his hands came down on the back of Jax’s head.
“God, Jax,” he cried, and Jax slipped his tongue deeply into his slit. With a choked cry, Cade pulled him off, whirled him around, and put him back on his hands and knees, facing away from him. Gentle hands kneaded the muscles of his back and then moved down between his legs.
“Stay right there—don’t move. ” Jax watched Cade over his shoulder as he moved over to his bags and dug inside. He came out with some lube and triumphantly came back over to the bed, grinning. He slicked his shaft with it, paying extra attention to his knot. Then he positioned himself behind Jax and pushed himself in.
Jax cried out, “Wait…”
Breathing hard, Cade looked up at him, his eyes not focused, his pupils almost blown.
“A c-condom?” Jax saw him slowly register the request, but shake his head.
“Human diseases—I don’t need condoms. ” He seemed to notice Jax’s eyes grow wide at the comment and patted his hip. “Trust me, baby. I’ll always take care of you. ”
Jax nodded, pretty far gone in both ecstasy and pain, but he pushed back hard, opening himself and not stopping until he could feel what must have been Cade’s knot brushing against his ass. It wasn’t cold and hard like the anal plugs he’d had inside him in the past. This was warm, smooth and much softer. Cade stopped moving at that point, running a hand down Jax’s back, the touch making Jax arch up into it.