His hot breath hits the back of my hair as he slowly pulls my hat off, my hair fluttering across my face as I tense.
Then he brings his arm down hard, knocking the twigs out of my hands.
My chest caves.
The twigs fall to the ground, and I clench my fists, my blood racing. A tornado hits my stomach, and I can’t move. Shit.
His hands trail down the arms of my black pea coat, his fingers tightening around me, and I only have a moment before he plants his hand on my back and shoves me forward.
I gasp, stumbling through the snow. The fear makes my stomach sink a little, but it warms, too, making the world spin. I straighten, about to whip around, but he nudges me again, not toward the shop and house, but…toward the barn.
I throw a glance at the closed shop door. Noah and Jake probably still work quietly inside behind the closed door.
He pushes me again. And again until I start walking on my own.
Steam billows out of my mouth, my hair falling in my eyes, and I glance behind me to see his gaze locked on me, following my every step.
Don’t be gentle. Don’t let me forget what I am to you.
He shoves me again, and I whip around this time, ready to push back, but he charges into me, pushing me up against the barn.
This is how he is. A breeze one minute, a cyclone the next.
He does exactly what he wants.
I barely breathe as he hovers over my mouth. Un-balling my fingers, he yanks my gloves off and works the buttons of my black pea coat. Gripping the lapels, he yanks me into him, coming for my lips.
But I twist my head away.
No kissing. Not this time.
Tightening his fingers, he jerks me into him again, bringing his mouth down, but he only gets within an inch. I hold myself back, shaking my head.
No.
The heat of his scowl burns my skin.
He grabs me by the jaw, and I clench my teeth as he forces my face up, his lips crashing down on mine. His mouth sears in his rage, but I steel myself, keeping my lips closed as I push him away.
“Ugh!” I growl.
He stumbles back, and I launch to make my escape, but he grabs me again, one hand on my jacket and the other in my hair, holding me to him as he forces his tongue into my mouth. The wet heat sends a shockwave through me, and my knees buckle. I want to wrap my arms around him.
I want to enjoy this.
But I twist my face away, his lips sinking into my neck. “Kaleb, no,” I choke out.
No kissing.
He rips his mouth off me, pushes the door open, and shoves me inside, following me and shutting the door behind us. I slip out of my jacket, the wool rubbing against my stitches as I stumble out of his hold. I suck in a breath at the ache in my arm, but it’s forgotten almost immediately.
I scurry backward, facing him but unable to look at him. If I look at him, I’ll lose it. I want him too much.
“Just no kissing,” I murmur more to myself than him. “Please.”
You scare me.
He stalks toward me, and I throw a worried glance to the door behind him, but it shakes as the wind kicks up and howls outside, and I feel walled in. We’re out here alone.