The question gives him pause.
“At all?”
And if he weren’t looking at a woman’s body, he might think a child was speaking to him with how innocent and sweet she sounded.
She swallows. “I thought part of me might like that you don’t talk.” She raises her arms as he stands and pulls her T-shirt off over her head. “I can say things and not have to hear your response. I hate talking, too.”
He doesn’t look at her as he plucks the condom out of his pocket and rips it open, slipping it on.
She stands there. “All you can do to me is walk away,” she mumbles but then sighs. “I hate it when you walk away.”
He pushes her back down on the bed and climbs on top of her, avoiding her eyes.
“I hate the way you look at me sometimes,” she whispers, and he can hear the tears. “Like I’m nothing.”
He lifts her knee high, and works himself inside of her. His dick crowns, feeling her open up and take him in as he slides in and out until he’s buried to the hilt. He settles on top of her, forcing away the pleasure and warmth washing over his body and shaking her words from his head.
“And then other times…” She kisses him, wrapping her arms around his body and sliding the tip of her tongue into his mouth. He hardens even more, sucking air in through his teeth.
“I don’t know how to talk sometimes, either,” she tells him. “This is how we talk. This is the only time I feel like you like me.”
The backs of his eyes burn, and he kisses her deep, tasting the tears on her cheeks. Her kisses her everywhere. He does like her. He’s wanted to touch her from the first moment, and he’s been here, watching, as inch by inch she started to laugh and become a part of them all.
He thrusts, the top of his body molded to her as he encases her head in his arms and kisses her.
“Kaleb…” she pants, her pussy clenching. “Kaleb. God.”
He can feel her about to come. She always comes so good. He rolls his hips faster and faster, wanting to love her. Wanting to let her have it, because she was made for him. Neither of them knows how to let people love them, but they don’t have to talk with each other. This is how they say it.
He doesn’t savor anyone like he wants to savor her. Her scent, her sound, her touch…her taste. The feel of her arms around him feels like he thought nothing ever could.
He wants to love her.
He wants to please her.
He wants to trust her and to see her holding his baby someday.
His thrusts slow as he wonders how they loved her, too. All the words she whispered in their beds.
She’s not hard to please.
And as the images of his father and brother with her tonight flash in his mind, he’s reminded…
Women he loves forget him.
He stops, and she whimpers, her body shaking as the second orgasm tries to push through her, but loses steam and drifts away, letting her float back to the ground.
“No,” she breathes out. “Please… Kaleb, what are you doing?”
Tiernan
He rises up, grabs me, and flips me over. Something circles my wrist, and I know what it is before I even look.
The belt he’d given me on my birthday had been sitting on my bedside table, and he takes it, tightening it around my wrist and looping it around the wrought iron headboard above.
Oh, shit. He yanks on it, pulling me up, and I have no choice but to clutch the bars with both hands for support as he secures me.
He forces my knees apart.