He’s not some fantasy in a book. He’s real, and his lips hover just above my breasts. Keeping my eyes open, I watch him, hoping he won’t call this a joke and leave. I don’t think I could handle him being cruel to me.
Mitch takes one of my nipples into his mouth and sucks hard. There’s immense pleasure, and as the pain seems to get a little too much, he stops and moves onto my other nipple. His tongue teases over the tight bud before he bites down.
I scream his name, arching up. I don’t know if I can handle the kind of pleasure he’s determined to give me.
With his lips on my tits, there’s a pull deep inside me, and I know I can’t let it go. I don’t want to.
He presses my breasts together and groans. “They’re the best-looking tits I’ve ever seen. So fucking full and ripe. I can’t wait to see them filled up with milk.”
My heart nearly stops.
Milk.
Does he want me to have a baby?
Is that crazy?
I don’t know what to say, but my body likes the idea of having his child. There’s no way I would want anything else.
Mitch doesn’t linger too long on my tits. His lips trail down my body, going to my hips. He presses kisses across my stomach, and I watch him as he grips my ass, holding me up.
The lips of my pussy are wet. The fine hairs glisten from how wet I am, and I know I should be embarrassed.
“Beautiful.”
I cry out, flinging my head back as he swipes his tongue through my slit, teasing from my virgin entrance up to my clit. He doesn’t linger on my hole. He moves up, sucking on my clit again, his teeth scoring across my nub.
The pleasure is instant, intense, and I can feel how close I am to orgasm.
All it takes is a few strokes of his tongue, and I come. Gripping the sheet beneath him, I shake, crying out his name, needing him to stop as the pleasure hits me hard and fast. I’ve played with myself for hours at a time during the night, to get nothing. Touching from Mitch has awakened this fire within me, and I don’t know if I’m ever going to be the same again. He knows what he does to my body.
It’s not my own.
I can’t believe how fast my orgasm has come.
Before I can register what is happening, he’s between my thighs, his hands grabbing mine as his cock presses against my entrance.
He’s rock-hard. Large. Bigger than I thought possible.
When he presses against my core, I cry out.
He tears through my virginity with ease, but the pain is something I wasn’t expecting. Mitch takes possession of my lips, and I can do nothing but give myself to him.
I want to throw him off and wrap my legs around him at the same time. I don’t know which I want to do more, only for him to not stop.
He’s everything I want, everything I need.
Slowly, achingly slowly, the pain seems to ebb. Mitch hasn’t stopped kissing me, and for that, I’m thankful. I don’t think I could handle him not touching and kissing me in some way. I’m hungry for him and only him.
“Please, please,” I say.
“What is it you want, baby?”
“I don’t know. Please, I need you.” I don’t even know what I’m begging for. I’ve read all the books. The pain has subsided and my body—he needs to move. I have to have him go harder, deeper, anything to drive the pleasure back up.
Mitch pulls out of me, and he breaks eye contact to look down at his cock. He releases a groan and drives back inside.
At first, I tense up, expecting pain, only it doesn’t come.
My body is thrown into heated bliss, and there’s no escape.
“Oh, baby, I knew you’d be tight, I just didn’t know how much. You’re all mine now. All mine, and I’m not letting you go.”
His hands let go of mine as he grabs my hips. His grip is strong, almost bruising. He pounds inside me, and rather than lie there, I begin to thrust up against him, wanting to feel him sliding in deep, wanting to feel all that he is, and to take it all.
I don’t want to just experience it, I want to be part of it all, to thrust into the dirty, the kinky, and to not feel ashamed by my need for him.
Mitch has been part of my life for so long, I can’t not have him there. Every time I could, I’ve watched him, wishing he could belong to me, and he’s finally mine. I’m in his bed, he owns my virginity, and I don’t want to give it to anyone else. The only person I could ever want is right here.