“Baby, look at me.” I waited for him to comply. “Are you okay?”
“Yeah. I’m fine.” He cocked his head and frowned. “Don’t you want to do it?”
I palmed my thick shaft and raised my brows. “Yeah. I definitely want to do it.”
“Then let’s…you know.”
I tore open the condom wrapper and handed the latex to him. “Put it on me.”
He sat up quickly and sucked my dick like an ice cream cone before sliding the rubber down my pole. “How should I—”
“I want to see you. Lie down,” I instructed.
I moved between his thighs and added more lube before lining my cock up with his hole. I pushed and got nowhere. I pulled back and fingered him again, pushing in and out to slowly stretch him. Then I tried again.
“Do it, Max. You’re supposed to just push it in.”
I let out a half laugh. “I don’t think so. I don’t want to hurt you.”
“I’ll be okay. I heard it will hurt the first time anyway.”
“The first time?” I repeated. “You…this is…you’ve never…”
“Please don’t stop.” Phoenix bit his bottom lip and crinkled his nose. “Please.”
I studied him for a long moment. The dim light from my bedside lamp fell across his face, but I could see his eyes clearly, even in the shadow. He looked so fucking pretty and so sure. I didn’t detect any doubt. Maybe he was nervous, but fuck…now I was too. I didn’t want to mess this up.
“Okay. I just…” I licked my lips and then bent to kiss him, brushing my nose against his before sitting back. “Tell me if it’s too much. I’ll stop when you need me to, okay?”
Phoenix nodded. “Thank you.”
“Don’t thank me, weirdo,” I said affectionately. “Just let me make it good for you. First thing you gotta do is relax. Take a deep breath. That’s it.”
I kept up a steady stream of soothing lines, telling him how hot he was, how sexy he looked in my bed…that kind of thing. They weren’t really lines, though. It was all true. His honesty stripped a layer of pretense away that left me feeling exposed and yet, completely whole. I caressed his thighs as I fingered him. And when I felt him relax beneath me, I set my cock at his hole and pushed.
I moved slowly. Inch by inch…until I was balls deep inside him. I closed my eyes for a few seconds as I braced myself over him. He was so fucking tight. It actually hurt not to move, but I had to be careful. I swallowed hard and kissed him. He inhaled deeply, setting his arms over my shoulders.
“This is…good. It sort of hurts, but it feels good too.”
“It’ll get better when I move. Are you ready?” I asked, sucking on his bottom lip.
“Yeah. I’m ready.”
I pulled out almost all the way and moved forward. I did the same thing a few times until I could tell the pain had faded. Then I kicked it up a notch. I lifted his right leg and set a moderate pace as I ran my hands all over his body. I tweaked his nipples, traced his ribs, and scratched his sides lightly before gripping his cock and stroking him. Phoenix groaned as he chanted my name. And when he asked for more, I delivered.
Nothing too hard. I didn’t want to overwhelm him. I propped his leg over my shoulder though, and pumped my hips a little faster. I kissed his calf and his ankle and nipped his toes. And when I could tell he might be getting close, I flattened myself to his chest and rolled over so he was on top. I thought it might help if he realized how much control he really had here.
“Come on. Ride me, baby.”
“Like this?” He splayed his hand on my stomach before reaching for his thick cock. He stroked himself as he rocked his hips.
“Oh…fuck, yeah. Keep going. That’s it.” I bit the inside of my cheek as though it might stave off my orgasm. I was so damn close.
Phoenix threw his head back and let his hips fly as he stroked himself. When I clutched his ass and lifted to meet him thrust for thrust, he lost his rhythm. He came with a cry a moment later, spurting cum on my chest as he quaked uncontrollably. I wanted to give him time to collect himself, but I just couldn’t do it. I pulled him over me, then rolled us sideways and fucked him relentlessly before falling apart.
I’d never had an orgasm quite like that. Ever. I felt like I’d been propelled into space at the speed of light only to slow to a stop and float somewhere above it all. With Phoenix.
I disengaged from him carefully and removed the spent condom, wadded it in tissue, and tossed it into or hopefully near the trashcan next to my nightstand. I pulled out more tissue and swiped at the mess of cum and sweat on my chest before handing the box to Phoenix. He stared at it with a bashful half smile before taking two.