His eyes were lazy and dark as he dropped to his back beside me and pulled off his briefs. My face burned as I watched him grab his erection at the base and reach for a condom on the side table.
The action was so primal, so surprisingly hot, something burned to life inside of me. Before I knew what I was doing, I straddled his hips. Resting my hands on either side of him, I leaned forward and kissed his throat like I would his mouth.
“Fuck.” His hand cupped the back of my head, his fingers lacing through the strands.
He tasted like he smelled, and I couldn’t get enough. I was all over him, running my hands over his biceps, pecs, and into his hair. I kissed his throat with tongue, nipped at his earlobe, and sucked on his neck.
“Enough,” he growled with frustration, and fisted the hair at my nape to make me stop.
I pulled back with half-lidded eyes. My breasts brushed his chest, sending sizzles of pleasure lower and making me ache for friction. I ground down on his erection. It spread a fire through me that made me drop my head and dig my fingers into the sheets.
“Wait,” he gritted, tearing the condom open with his teeth.
I had a fever. A hot and itchy and empty one, and it wasn’t possible to stop. I rolled my hips against him, using his chest for leverage and rubbing my wetness up and down his length.
Just as he got the condom out, he froze, and then groaned so deeply I could feel it vibrate through his chest. I’d ground down hard enough the head of his erection had slipped inside of me. He was so big it stung. A tremble rolled through me, my exhales heavy and uneven. My fingers curled on his abs as I sank onto him another inch. As the pain faded into a delicious fullness, a throaty sigh escaped me.
His body was pulled taut beneath my hands. The condom wrapper crinkled as it disappeared into a clenched fist.
“No. Condom,” he ground out.
It might have been the stupidest, most impulsive thing I’d ever done, but I didn’t want to use a condom from his nightstand that he reserved for all his randoms, or, even worse—a regular. I wanted to be different, needed to be.
My response was a whimper as I slid further down until half of his length disappeared inside me. We both watched it happen, my breaths coming out erratic. I was so filled it burned. As I held myself there, my thighs ached like I’d run a mile.
He stared at where we were joined with a dark look rivaling madness. And then, with a growl, he tossed me onto my back and thrust all the way inside of me.
I cried out, my back arching off the bed. So full, too full. I pushed on his chest to get him to ease out, but he remained so deep I could feel him in my stomach. His body was so heavy as he lay on top of me, one hand braced on the bed and the other cradling my head.
We stayed like that for a moment, his chest panting for air against mine. His ragged breaths fanned my neck while he remained still.
His lips pressed against my ear. “You want to know a secret?”
I shivered at the deep voice, but I didn’t answer because I was still trying to figure out how to breathe with him inside me.
“I’ve never fucked a woman without a condom.” He nuzzled my neck. His voice was warm and smooth, but his teeth were clenched. “And I’m afraid you’ve just created a monster.”
He held me by a fistful of hair at my nape and then he fucked me.
Skin against skin. A scrape of teeth. The heavy weight of him. Unrelenting. It was so intense I fought to find air to breathe, to find anything that wasn’t harsh and him. Soon, the intensity softened, my body warming and molding to his. Every thrust began to kindle a spark inside of me that only the next thrust could sate. My nails dug into his biceps, and a small shudder rolled under his skin.
He talked while he screwed, right against my ear in a deep rasp, and it made me crazy.
“You take it so good,” he praised.
“So fucking tight.”
“So wet for me.”
The words sank into my skin and filled every space in my body with warm satisfaction.
Every time his pelvis ground against mine, molten heat spread from my clit outward. A throaty moan escaped my lips with every thrust, as though he pushed each one out of me.
I was nothing but heat and flame and pleasure.
“Fuck, you’ve got to be quiet,” he groaned in my ear. “Or this is going to be over before I’m ready.”
I tried to stop, but I couldn’t. It was like trying to stop breathing.