My mouth is coated in her creamy juice, and fuck, it tastes like heaven. I finger-fuck my girl the way she needs and wants, the way I crave. My cock, it's fucking bulging in my boxers, and I'm ready to sink it deep inside her creamy cunt that's so ripe and ready, so wet for me.
"Holt!" She’s begging for more, begging for me. I remember the way her palms pressed together, begging for my fantasy to come to life. And I know it is, it has. My virgin lover is here, ready for the taking. Her eyes meet mine. "Don't make me wait," she begs.
"You want this?" I ask again, needing to be sure this is everything she wants.
She nods. "Please," she whispers, "let me be swept away tonight, please?"
I don't want her to go to places she's not ready for. I kiss her mound again and again. It's still humming with life, so wet, pulsing with need.
"I didn't think that was possible," she says.
"Was it toe-curling enough?" I ask.
She laughs. "Oh my God. I've never..."
"I know."
"I didn't think it was possible," she laughs, "to feel that much."
"Just wait." I slide off my boxers and I take her hand, letting her stroke me ever so slowly.
"Oh my God. You're huge."
"Yeah, and you just thought I was a good guy."
"You're a good guy who is really well-hung."
“Yeah, I am, aren't I?" I say, grinning. “You like that?"
"I think so," she says. "I mean, I haven't taken you yet, so I'm not exactly sure I can weigh in quite yet."
"Are you scared?"
"Intimidated."
"Now you know how I felt."
She laughs, then goes serious, wrapping her arms around my neck. "It felt so good when you touched me," she says.
Our foreheads rest against one another. She kisses me. "I taste myself on you," she says.
"What do you think of that?" I ask her. She wraps her legs around me. We're lying on our sides, and I begin to ease myself inside of her.
"It feels so natural, so perfect, so holy. I like it," she says. "Being here with you like this, it feels, like, meant to be."
"You're not scared of this moving too fast?"
She shakes her head. "Should I be scared?"
I shrug. Somehow, I shrug in the middle of this madness, this beautiful, magical madness. "I'm not scared either," I tell her. "I'm ready."
"Yeah?"
I nod. "I'm ready to build a house here with you."
"Stop," she says. "Don't..." She presses her hand over my mouth. "Don't say things you're not really ready for."
"I am, though," I tell her. Our eyes lock. Her pussy is stretched out and ready to be taken. I fill her up with my cock. I take her. I fill her, she fills me, and fuck, somehow, we're one in this moment.
Yesterday, if you'd asked me if Paisley Cassidy was the one that I was made for, I would have wondered what the fuck you were on, who you were talking about, how that could be possible.
But now, now everything has changed.
I've seen the goddamn light. I've been shown the way. She is mine. She is my everything. I'd move heaven and earth to make this girl's dreams come true.
She sang me a song. I saw her heart. I'll give her my soul.
"Whatever you want," I tell her, "you can have it. I'm yours."
We move as one. We make love. That's crazy, I know, but we do. We gasp and we pant. And when we finish, she says, "I love you too."
And it's not just words. It's the goddamn truth. It's more than a statement. It's a promise.
Neither of us says things just to say them.
In the back of that pickup truck, when we say I love you, I know we both mean it.
Paisley
“What do you mean, you said I love you?" Abilene asks as I flip pancakes on the griddle in my kitchen.
It's Saturday morning and the kids are all eating breakfast, watching cartoons in front of the TV in the living room. And I'm in the kitchen with my best friend who spent the night after watching the kids.
I somehow made it home last night after having sex with Holt several times in the back of his truck.
I don't exactly know what time I got inside the house. All I know is I was exhausted and delirious and needed a shower, maybe two, because I was covered in Holt from head to toe. Mouth to toe?
I don't know. All I know is Holt and I did the nasty, which was not so nasty.
It was basically heavenly over and over and over again.
When it got too cold to stay in the back of the truck, we got in the front of the truck. It proved fine for other things, it turns out. He gives great oral in the front seat of his truck, and I apparently give a great blowjob from the front seat as well.