The Nightingale - Page 124
“That smells delicious.”
“Herr Captain,” she said quietly. “I didn’t hear your motorcycle.”
“M’mselle Sophie let me in.”
She turned down the flame on the stove and covered the pan, then faced him. By tacit agreement, they both pretended that the night in the orchard had never happened. Neither had mentioned it, and yet it was in the air between them always.
Things had changed that night, subtly. He ate supper with them most nights now; mostly food that he brought home—never large amounts, just a ham slice or a bag of flour or a few sausages. He spoke openly of his wife and children, and she talked about Antoine. All their words were designed to reinforce a wall that had already been breached. He repeatedly offered—most kindly—to mail Vianne’s care packages to Antoine, which she filled with whatever small items she could spare—old winter gloves that were too big, cigarettes Beck left behind, a precious jar of jam.
Vianne made sure never to be alone with Beck. That was the biggest change. She didn’t go out to the backyard at night or stay up after Sophie went to bed. She didn’t trust herself to be alone with him.
“I have brought you a gift,” he said.
He held out a set of papers. A birth certificate for a baby born in June of 1939 to Etienne and Aimée Mauriac. A boy named Daniel Antoine Mauriac.
Vianne looked at Beck. Had she told him that she and Antoine had wanted to name a son Daniel? She must have, although she didn’t remember it.
“It is unsafe to house Jewish children now. Or it will be very soon.”
“You have taken such a risk for him. For us,” she said.
“For you,” he said quietly. “And they are false papers, Madame. Remember that. To go along with the story that you adopted him from a relative.”
“I will never tell them they came from you.”
“It is not myself I worry about, Madame. Ari must become Daniel immediately. Completely. And you must be extremely careful. The Gestapo and the SS are … brutes. The Allied victories in Africa are hitting us hard. And this final solution for the Jews … it is an evil impossible to comprehend. I…” He paused, gazed down at her. “I want to protect you.”
“You have,” she said, looking up at him.
He started to move toward her, and she to him, even as she knew it was a mistake.
Sophie came running into the kitchen. “Ari is hungry, Maman. He keeps complaining.”
Beck came to a stop. Reaching past her—brushing her arm with his hand—he picked up a fork on the counter. Taking it, he speared one perfect bite of sausage, a crispy brown cube of potato, a chunk of carmelized onion.
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breath on her cheek. “You are a most amazing cook, Madame.”
“Merci,” she said in a tight voice.
He stepped back. “I regret I cannot stay for supper, Madame. I must away.”
Vianne tore her gaze away from him and smiled at Sophie. “Set the table for three,” she said.
* * *
Later, while supper simmered on the stove, Vianne gathered the children together on their bed. “Sophie, Ari, come here. I need to speak with you.”
“What is it, Maman?” Sophie asked, looking worried already.
“They are deporting French-born Jews.” She paused. “Children, too.”
Sophie drew in a sharp breath and looked at three-year-old Ari, who bounced happily on the bed. He was too young to learn a new identity. She could tell him his name was Daniel Mauriac from now until forever and he wouldn’t understand why. If he believed in his mother’s return, and waited for that, sooner or later he would make a mistake that would get him deported, maybe one that would get them all killed. She couldn’t risk that. She would have to break his heart to protect them all.
Forgive me, Rachel.
She and Sophie exchanged a pained look. They both knew what had to be done, but how could one mother do this to another woman’s child?
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