I reached down to remove my thong, but he stopped me.
"Stop," he said, his breath ragged. "Let me undress you."
He licked me over the fabric of my thong, his tongue pressing over my clit. The sensation drove me almost mad, for it was both teasing and not quite enough. Finally, he pulled them off and spread my thighs wider before licking a trail from my navel to my clit, his fingers spreading me wide.
"Oh, God," I gasped when he thrust his tongue inside of me. I shuddered and closed my eyes as he licked and sucked my clit.
"You're ready," he murmured.
"I am," I said, barely able to speak. He swirled his tongue over my entire slit, before slipping a finger inside me.
Then, he rubbed the head of his cock over my clit and it felt so good, but I wanted him inside of me.
"Fuck me now," I managed.
"You want it?" he asked, his movements on my clit agonizingly pleasurable.
"Please," I said, and he slipped inside of me, filling me up slowly. I gasped at the sensation, and when his thumb circled my clit, I knew it wouldn't take long.
It was then I realized he didn't put on a condom.
"A condom," I said, my eyes flying open.
"Crap," he said and leaned over, searching through the side table drawer. "We're out."
I glanced at him and shook my head. "We don't need one. I'm safe. I know you're safe, too."
"You sure?"
I nodded. "I've been religious taking the pill."
"Okay," he said and began thrusting and it felt so damn good without a condom. I realized that it was the very first time we'd had sex without one.
"I'm going to fuck you now," he said in a husky voice. "I'm going to make you come."
I didn't respond because I knew he would.
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Hours later, after he returned from his meeting, we lay on the sofa together in front of our new gas fireplace and watched the night sky outside our huge picture windows. I thought about our first session of bareback intercourse earlier in the day.
It had been great, and I was surprised how much it excited me to think of having Josh inside of me without him wearing a condom.
"I found it incredibly sexy," I said and glanced up into his eyes.
"What? The way I moved my tongue?" he said, a gleam in his eyes. He knew exactly what I meant but was teasing me.
"No," I said and pushed his shoulder playfully. "You being inside of me with no protection."
"Ohh," he said and nodded knowingly. He leaned down and kissed me. "Whenever you want it, you can have it that way. We're getting married in a couple of weeks. We're both clean and you're on the pill, so I don't see why we can't have sex without a condom from now on."
"I agree," I said and rolled over on top of him. "In fact, like, right now."
His eyes widened but I felt his body respond beneath me and I knew that he found the prospect just as sexy as I did. We kissed and removed each other's clothes as rapidly as possible so that soon, we were both naked, only the light from the fireplace to illuminate us. It was more than enough to see him and soon he pushed me back on the sofa and knelt down between my thighs, his mouth finding me in the darkness.
That was my last conscious thought until much much later…
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