Rafa found himself rambling as Shane’s hands roamed his body. “I went out to some bars and parties and stuff. I was, like, the celebrity gay of Charlottesville. Guys hit on me, but it was just…none of them were you. I wanted you. But I’m sure you’ve been with plenty of guys since then, right? Which is fine. Of course it’s fine. And if you aren’t sure, then we’ll totally use condoms. Safety first and all that stuff. Important stuff.”
Shane circled his fingers lightly on Rafa’s hips. “But if I’ve got a clean bill of health, you want me to fuck you raw?”
His breath catching, Rafa jerked his head in a nod, his cock swelling even more to hear it.
“I haven’t been with anyone since you.”
Rafa’s heart skipped. “You haven’t? Why not?”
Shane pressed against him, his hard cock nudging Rafa’s. “Because they weren’t you.” He leaned in, his breath hot on Rafa’s ear. “Because I wanted to make sure it would be safe. Because I want to come inside you.”
A shiver raced down Rafa’s spine, and his balls tingled. “Oh God.”
“You still want that?” Shane slipped his soapy fingers into the crease of Rafa’s ass. “You want me to fill up your tight hole with my cum?”
“Yes, yes, yes,” Rafa panted. “Now. Please. Do it, Shane.”
Shane circled a finger around Rafa’s hole. “Not yet. First I want to suck you.” Trailing his lips down Rafa’s chest and belly, he sank to his knees and nuzzled Rafa’s cock.
Seeing his straining dick slap against Shane’s cheek was almost enough to send him over. Shane teased Rafa’s ass with his fingers, and took Rafa’s cock with his free hand, rubbing his thumb over the tip and pulling down the foreskin. Looking up at him, Shane licked the shaft, his tongue teasing the ridge along the bottom.
When he took Rafa into his mouth, swallowing the whole head, Rafa’s thighs trembled. “Fuck, Shane. I can’t…”
With a wet pop, Shane let him go. “It’s okay. Don’t hold back. I want you to come for me.” Then he swallowed Rafa almost to the root, his cheeks hollowing and his hand sliding down to play with Rafa’s balls.
The hot suction was even better than Rafa had imagined a blowjob would be. So wet and tight and good, and he ran a hand over Shane’s head, needing to touch him as he came, spurting into his mouth with bursts of pleasure so intense he smacked his head on the tile wall as he cried out.
Shane’s mouth was gentle on him as he milked out another few drops, and Rafa’s legs shook. “Oh, fuck me.”
Pushing to his feet, Shane grinned. “That’s the plan, Raf.”
They dried off quickly, both breathing hard and stealing kisses as they went, making their way into the bedroom. Big windows faced the water, and the sheets were warm beneath Rafa as he stretched out. Shane tossed the duvet on the floor and stood at the foot of the bed watching him. His cock was red and straining, and he stroked it once, twice.
“Jesus, you’re beautiful. And before you say something self-deprecating, just listen to me. You’re beautiful and I love you. I want you.” He stroked his cock again. “See how hard you make me?”
Lips parted, Rafa nodded. He pushed himself up and turned over onto his hands and knees. Lowering his head, he turned his face on the mattress and reached back for his ass cheeks. His pulse thundered as he waited.
Shane took an audible breath. “Look how pretty you are. Spreading yourself open for me like I said I wanted. You want me to lick you?” The mattress dipped with his weight. “You want my mouth? My tongue?” He ran his fingers up and down Rafa’s spine.
“Yes.” Rafa’s voice was hoarse. He looked out to the distant waves beyond the windows, his cheek pressed against the warm sheets and his ass up in the air. He dug his fingers into his flesh as he spread himself open, and he’d never felt so exposed. Twisting his neck to look back, he could see Shane kneeling behind him, and he wished Shane would say something else as the seconds ticked by. Maybe he didn’t want to? Was this the wrong thing to do?
“I can hear you thinking again,” Shane said. His breath ghosted over Rafa’s hole, and he covered Rafa’s hands with his own, easing them down to the mattress. “I’ve got you.”
Then Shane spread Rafa again, and when he licked Rafa’s crease from his sac to the dimples in his ass, Rafa made a noise that was part shout, scream, and moan. Shane’s scruff rasped against Rafa’s inner thighs and his ass, and the contrast between the wet of Shane’s tongue and the dry of his stubble sent sparks shooting through Rafa to the tips of his toes. He grasped at the sheets as Shane licked around his hole.