"She's heading up. Roarke, I insulted her and…she apologized to me. Something must be done."
"It's about to be."
Roarke strode out of his office, made straight for the bedroom. The minute he saw her, wet, white, and trembling, fury sprang up to join concern. It was time, he decided, to lead with the fury.
"What the hell do you think you're doing?"
"I just went out for a walk." She sat but couldn't quite get her frozen fingers to work well enough to peel off her wet shoes. "I needed some air."
"So you go out without a coat. Making yourself sick's next in your master plan for dealing with this."
Her mouth fell open. She'd wanted him, wanted him to comfort and soothe, and he was snapping at her, yanking off her shoes as if she were a child about to be spanked. "I just wanted some air."
"Well, you seem to have gotten it." Jesus, he thought, Jesus, her hands were like ice. He yanked back the urge to warm them himself and stood back from her. "Get in the damn shower, boil yourself as you're prone to."
Hurt swam into her eyes, but she said nothing. It only infuriated him more when she rose and walked obediently into the adjoining bath.
He closed his eyes when he heard the water running. Let her grieve, Mira had told him. Well, he'd let her grieve long enough. She'd said he'd know the moment to shake her out of it.
If not now, he told himself, when?
He ordered up brandy for both of them, swirled his without interest as he waited for her.
When she came out, wrapped in a robe, he was ready.
"Perhaps it's time we talk about your options."
"Options?"
"What you'll do." He picked up the second snifter, put it in her hand, then sat comfortably. "With your training and experience, private security is likely the best avenue. I have a number of organizations where your talents would come in very handy."
"Private security? Working for you?"
He lifted a brow. "I can promise you, your income will be more substantial than it was, and you'll be kept very busy." He sat back, draped his arm over the back of the sofa, and appeared blissfully relaxed. "That particular option would free up your time, allow you to travel more freely. You'd be expected to accompany me on a number of business trips, so it would have a number of benefits to both of us."
"I'm not looking for a damn job, Roarke."
"No? Well, my mistake. If you've decided to retire then, we can explore other options."
"Options, for God's sake. I can't think about this."
"We could consider making a child."
The snifter jerked in her hand, brandy sloshing over the rim as she spun around. "What?"
"That got your attention," he murmured. "I imagined we'd start our family a bit farther down the road, but under the current circumstances, we could easily push it up."
She wondered why her head didn't explode. "Are you crazy? A baby? Do you mean a baby?"
"That's the conventional way to start a family."
"I can't—I don't—" She managed to catch her breath. "I don't know anything about babies, kids."
"You have a great deal of leisure time just now. You can learn. Retiring makes you a perfect candidate for professional motherhood."
"Professional—Jesus." She was certain she felt all the blood the hot water had stirred back to life in her body drain away again. "You've got to be joking."
"Not entirely." He rose, faced her. "I want a family. It doesn't have to be now, it doesn't have to be a year from now, but I want children with you. I also want my wife back."