"What did you do to me?"

"I beg your pardon?" An eyebrow shot up a good inch. He was pleased with the utterly sincere puzzle­ment in his voice.

"Damn you, don't play with me further. Please, did you take me to the cottage?"

"Yes."

"Did you take off my clothes?"

"Yes. I also folded them neatly for you. I am a man of orderly habits."

"Did you . . . that is to say, did you become inti­mate with me?"

"Do you mean did I become intimate with you before I folded your clothes neatly? Or after?"

She said nothing, merely stared at him. He shrugged, looked at her breasts, and smiled. "Become intimate, Miss Stanton-Greville? Why in heaven's name wouldn't I have taken you, or, as you so quaint­ly put it—become intimate with you? Isn't that the whole purpose of having a lover? Your body is mine, you told me that quite clearly. I don't particularly like females in my bed who are more unconscious than not, but parting your legs and coming into you did indeed serve my purpose . . . my purpose as your lover, naturally. You did arch your back just a little bit. No, unfortunately, I don't think you enjoyed it, even though you did moan once or twice." He struck a thoughtful pose. "But wait, I recall you moaned when I kissed your breasts, or perhaps it was when I was caressing your buttocks and I turned you on your stomach. You certainly didn't scream as you did the other night, though. Of course, you were in no shape to ride me, so it was I who did the mounting and the riding. You're quite soft, Sophia, and very giving. You gave me some measure of enjoyment. Last night, of course, I was full-witted and felt every shred of feeling to be felt from plowing your belly." He was just getting into the full swing of his splendid monologue when she jumped to her feet and yelled at him, "Damn you, stop it! Just stop it! You forced me, you raped me! You're an animal!"

"Forced you," Ryder said blankly. "An animal? Surely not, Sophia. I'm your lover."

"You drugged me! You took me when I was uncon­scious. You're no lover, you're a perfidious bastard! I hate you!"

He laughed then, a full, deep, rich laugh that

made her skin crawl. God, she wanted to hit him, to hurl something heavy at his head, to kick him. She wouldn't stop herself. She rushed from her chair and at him, her hands fisted. It took a lot of strength, but she managed to push his chair backward, send­ing him sprawling. Unfortunately she didn't move back quickly enough. Ryder caught her ankle and jerked her down over him. He held her wrists so she couldn't strike him.

He looked up at her face, flushed with fury, at her breasts, heaving up and down, and said, happy as a vicar at a wedding, "How passionate you are, Sophia. Perhaps next time you can be as full-witted as I was this time and we can speak together while we make love. It will enhance your enjoyment, and mine as well, I hope, not that I'm complaining all that much."

She struggled and he was well aware of her body pressing onto his. She was truly enraged, quite unaware that her belly was grinding against him. He was hard; surely she felt him. But he had her firmly held. He merely waited until she realized she couldn't hurt him. But she struggled a good three minutes more. Finally, her voice low and mean, she said, "Let me go, damn you to hell."

'You know, Sophia, no woman has ever attacked me before with evil intent. Attacked me with laughter and sexual intent, certainly, for I much enjoy playful women and many of them seem to know it. But this violence? I'm uncertain of the rules here. Should I hold you another five minutes to be certain you're well tamed?"

She felt rage and fear. Tears were burning her eyes. She had no more words. She simply shook her head.

Ryder saw the tears but he knew she wouldn't let them fa

ll. "If I release you, will you try to do me in again?"

She shook her head again, and he guessed she was now really beyond words. He had won. Quite simply he'd demolished her. She deserved it. He released her wrists. She rolled to her side and was on her feet in an instant, staring down at him.

Ryder rose slowly. He set his chair back in its place, then motioned for her to be seated again.

It was as if it had never happened, she thought numbly, for the first words out of his mouth after he'd sat down again were, "Drugged you? That is what you said, isn't it? What a novel idea. What a grotesque thought. Who ever would think of some­thing so perfidious as drugging? Why, that lacks all honor, all honesty. The deceit of such an act boggles the mind. Goodness, it's very early in the morning for such jests, but since I have nothing urgent to do, as I told you, and you certainly aren't boring me now, why, do continue spinning your fairy tales."

"I was a vir—" Her voice fell like a stone off a cliff. Good God, telling him she was a virgin would make him howl with laughter. She shook her head, trying to get hold of herself. He knew about the drugging; she'd been almost certain. "You drugged me. You must have put something in my rum punch. And then you took advantage of me." The words weren't what she would have liked to have said but there was nothing else in her mind. They were the ineffectual words of an out­raged maiden. She also realized that if more words were to come out of her mouth, they wouldn't be the right words either and he would only laugh all the more at her.

"Did I tell you that my very first afternoon in Montego Bay I heard you had three lovers? I heard descriptions of the three men in question. Why, Oliver Susson even came in and was nee­dled mercilessly about you, all envy of course. Now, unless you took all these gentlemen in strange and exotic ways, then it's impossible that you've been a virgin for a very long time. Ah, yes, don't look so surprised, Sophia, and please don't protest. There are few words I know well that begin with 'vir.' I am relieved that you stopped yourself before you finished out that truly ludicrous lie. Virgin . . . another deceit that boggles the mind."

"No," she said, defeated. "I won't lie." But she was thinking, I didn't feel any different this morning. I even looked in the mirror. I looked just the same, yet he says he took me and knew I wasn't a vir­gin. She didn't understand this, but she remained silent. Evidently a man couldn't tell whether or not a woman had been touched. Evidently a man had to take a woman's word for her innocence. Given her reputation, her word was worthless and she knew it, so that was that. She was about as innocent as any harlot in Montego Bay. She saw he was grinning at her, and that grin was filled with triumph and satisfaction and more than a dollop of malice.

"Please, Ryder, please tell me the truth. What do you know? How did you find out? What do you want? I admit it's over now, I know that even if Uncle Theo doesn't yet, but, please, oh God, please—" She stopped. What was she prepared to ask him any­way? There was nothing she could do now to prevent him from doing precisely what he wanted to do. She could hear his laughter if she attempted to tell him about Jeremy. Slowly, feeling as numb as a slept-upon arm, she rose from the chair. She stared at him blindly, turned, grabbing up her skirts, and ran down the front steps of the veranda.

He called after her, his voice loud and carrying, "It was your breasts that did you in, Miss Stanton-Greville. From that I deduced you must have drugged me. You see, it wasn't all that remarkable of me to have figured it out. Yes, indeed, a woman's breasts are hers alone, not to be pawned off on another. The other breasts were nice really, but much too large. No, I prefer yours."

She didn't turn but he would have sworn that her entire body jerked at his words.

Ryder watched her run away. He let her go. He didn't say another word. So she'd wanted to protest that she was a virgin. He shook his head at that nonsense. Even though another woman had bedded him, he still doubted very strongly that Sophia was as innocent as she looked now, as she'd looked the previous night, in that mussed girlish muslin gown, her face washed clean of cosmetics. No, it was high­ly unlikely. She'd led him on, teased him expertly, enticed him, let him fondle her breasts as would an experienced courtesan, setting the pace unless he managed to knock her off guard.

He watched her gallop her mare full tilt down Kimberly Hall's drive. He watched her until she disappeared from his sight.

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