First Love Only Love (The Life 2)

It felt like forever before I finally reached her hymen with my cock; we were both breathing out of sync, hearts racing pulses aflame. “Look at me!” I waited for those sparkling stars of blue to focus on mine and then slammed into her hard, taking her innocence as I swallowed her cries.

GABRIEL

I tried easing the pain by pulling out of her, but that only seemed to make things worst, and she cried out and grew tense under me while her body fought to reject me to avoid the pain. Shit! “Shh, it’s okay, hold still; the pain will lessen in a minute, I promise.” At least that’s what I’ve read.

I caught her falling tears on my thumbs and offered words of comfort. Why didn’t I think of this before? The pain I might cause her if we went here. Because I never expected things to go this far. I meant to protect her even from myself, even as I secretly hoped. Selfish, I know!

I berated myself while fighting to stay still inside her, because now instead of fighting to push me out, she seemed to be trying her damnedest to pull me back in. I’d only hurt her if I pounded into her the way my body wanted, but she felt so good, like nothing I could’ve imagined, even in my wildest dreams. I’d found a new thing to add to my favorite things list.

I closed my eyes while giving her time to adjust, and the feelings assaulted my senses tenfold. With my eyes closed, it felt like all my senses were now concentrated between her thighs where our bodies met. I felt every pulse of her soft flesh around my throbbing cock; every breath she took pulsated around my shaft until it felt like I’d go insane if I didn’t move soon.

The need built and built when she moved around trying to find comfort, which felt like she was massaging my shaft. But there was no way I was going to hurt her, just to get off. I don’t know how long I stayed still inside her before I felt the tension leave her.

She made a sound and shifted, and my eyes flew open and right onto hers. “It’s better now.”

Her eyes, there was a new light in them that held me enthralled even as her tight flesh flexed and moved around my rod as if to convince me.

I couldn’t look away and wondered at the strange new feeling that bombarded me as I kept looking into her eyes. When I realized what was happening, what she was about to draw out of me, I tried pulling back, but as if sensing my intent, she lifted her arms around my neck and pulled me down to her lips.

With the beauty of our song playing next to us, her scent wrapped around me, and her warm, welcoming body beneath me, I gave in and let myself fall all the way into her. I wanted, no, needed, just this once, to immerse myself in her and what she brought to my dark soul, just this once. So, I closed my eyes, wrapped my arms more tenderly around her, and we flew together, soaring as one while our lips played with each other as I started another slow rocking fuck into her, being careful not to go too fast, too deep, too soon.

Now there was no pain; I listened with my ears and heart to be sure. The same need that was now beating a hole in my chest to be fulfilled seemed to be beating away in her as well. She pulled and stretched and squeezed, using her whole body it seemed like to get her way. But I wasn’t about to give in to the little innocent and cause her more pain.

I held her hips when she got too wild in her haste and tried controlling her movements with mine, but she wasn’t having it. “You’ll hurt yourself, just follow my lead,” I said the words against her lips, too afraid to look into her eyes again for fear of what I’d surrender to her next if I did. She’d taken my heart, I accept that now, but anything more would be too dangerous.

So, I selfishly took because she made me weak. For the first time in my life, I found something that’s stronger than my resolve, though being inside her was bittersweet because she deserves better than what I am, what I came from.

Now I was the one with tears in my eyes. Because I know that this sweet, beautiful being was too good for me to hold onto. My heart broke even as I held her close, even as I felt her heartbeat against mine. She must’ve sensed the change because she tried pulling my face away from her neck where I’d buried it.