First Love Only Love (The Life 2)

I sank my teeth into the soft flesh right beneath her ear instead, marking her while holding her in place as I moved gently, slowly, each thrust bringing us closer together. When she came, it was like a gift, something only she and I would ever share, and no one can take.

I didn’t want to cheat her any more than I already had, so I cleared my mind and thoughts of everything else, thinking only of her, the way she felt moving under me, with me. The way her arms and legs clutched, imprisoned, and most of all, the way her soft pink flesh felt as it suckled my cock, bathing it with her sweet nectar that tickled my nose and overtook my senses.

I took it all in, and instead of depending on things I’d learned about the sexual act through reading, I went with my gut. Now that I’d given myself permission to enjoy her, I didn’t feel the need to rush; now, I wanted to take my time and make the night as memorable for her as it already was for me.

And for her, just this once, I put everything else aside, pleading with the demons that chase me to let me have this one moment in time, and it’ll last me a lifetime. I won’t get greedy; I won’t ask for more, just this night, this beautiful memory that I can take with me even when I walk into hell.

It was beautiful, magical even I would say, but it had to end. Not only because the end is almost as good if not better than the entire act, talk about the end justifying the means, but also because I was afraid of what might happen to her poor body if I stayed in her for too long.

As it is when I moved down between her thighs to check the damage after pulling out of her, two things happened. She was no longer pink but red and bruised, which gutted, but what happened next damn near made me mute. As I maneuvered her flesh between my fingers to see what needed to be done, my seed, the seed I’d just spilled into her like a complete ass, came flowing out of her.

I watched in amazement as one drop dripped onto the bed beneath her, not even sure how to form words. I looked up to find her passed out cold, and no wonder, I’d been at her for a little more than an hour, monstrous beast.

Guilt started to set in, and it hit me like a sledgehammer, the reason this whole thing had started. I never even got a chance to ask her what was said what she heard that had traumatized her to the point where she needed to have me inside her.

I took a quick shower and got dressed, hoping she’d stay asleep long enough for me to leave and come back. I hated the thought of her waking up alone after what we’d shared and thought hard to come up with a solution. I went downstairs and found Ma.

“Ma, I need a favor.”

“Sure, tell me!” Why is she looking at me like that? Could they hear her, hear me? What the hell happened.

“What is it?”

“Um, your father heard from the boys that Gia was in a bad way when she came back, so….”

“So, he came upstairs looking for her.”

“Um!” She cleared her throat and looked at the marble floor between my feet.

“Tell him we’re even.” It took her a second, but Sheila was already howling with glee. I’ve never known anyone who likes drama as much as this one.

“Gabriel!” Ma admonished with red cheeks.

“It’s a joke, Ma.” I’ll be damned if I’m going to be embarrassed. What did I come down here for? Oh yeah! “Well, since you know, the favor is for Gianna. I left some pills on the bedside table just in case….” Now I was the one blushing. How do you tell your Sicilian mom that you left pills for your lover in case you’d hurt her during sex? How is this my life? It was easier when I was plotting murder and mayhem.

“I would’ve asked the twins, but….”

“I get it, Gabriel, I understand. I’ll go up in a bit and check on her.”

“Don’t wake her up, though; I want to be here when she wakes up.” Why am I suddenly so nervous? She shooed me out, warned me to be careful, and went back to what she’d been doing.

I went looking for the twins’ team, who’d been the ones who’d taken Gianna to see the housekeeper. “I need that address.” They didn’t even have to ask which one. They did fill me in on what they saw. “The old lady seemed genuinely happy when she opened the door, but by the time Miss. Gia came back out half an hour later. It was obvious something was wrong. They both looked upset like they’d been crying. We didn’t know what else to do, so we brought her back here and warned Miss. Anna and Miss. Rosa.”