“I love you,” I murmur as she shoves my pants down and pulls me free. “So much. I can’t wait for our future. Me and you…” I start to lose my trial of thought as she picks up the pace with her pumping fist. “Us…”
Darcy isn’t about to let me finish that thought. Instead, she takes control of the situation again, by pushing me back on the bed and straddling me. Now her wet heat is hovering over me, drawing me nearer to her.
“Protection?” she whispers with her head cocked to one side curiously. There is a playful smirk on her lips which suggests that we’re about to get deep here. “Or are we really committing to one another.”
If I slide my eyes closed, I know exactly what she means. She wants to know that me and her could have a family, give up the birth control and consider a family. Now, if anyone else in the world was saying this to me, I would freak the hell out and run away, but it’s Darcy and I want all of that with her.
Instead of answering her with words, I grab hold of her hips and drive her down on my cock, letting her know that I want everything that she’s suggesting to me. She rides me hard and fast with her hands pressed against my chest, her pert breasts bouncing in my face, her nipple still wet from where I was sucking on her before. I was supposed to be taking this much slower and more careful this time around, but it seems like Darcy rips the self-control away from me and I don’t know what else to do but go with it.
My heart pounds hard against my rib cage as the trusts shoot me towards the edge quickly. My ragged breaths sharpen in my lungs, everything tensing up inside of me, I’m just waiting for the pleasure to hit.
“Fuck.” My eyes want to close but I force them to remain wide open so I can see Darcy as I explode. I need to have her face buried deep inside of my mind so I can keep this picture forever. Not that it matters, because it isn’t like I’m going to lose her. We are going to be together forever from here on out. “Oh God, Darcy.”
At that moment I erupt like a fucking volcano, she leans her lips down and kisses me hard. I can feel my yelling vibrating through her body which somehow manages to make the orgasm that much more intense. It definitely is better with Darcy, there is no denying it. The feelings make it amazing; the love is phenomenal; I never want to let this go. She is the one for me, she is what my life has been missing, I love her.
As we collapse on the bed next to one another, I cling to her and hug tightly, trying to communicate with her silently how much she means to me, how much I want to make this work…
“I’m going to book the tickets,” I suddenly announce excitedly. “The plane tickets for LA.”
“You don’t have to do that now, do you?” she asks me with wide shocked eyes.
“Why not? We can get the next flight. Get out of here, on with our life. You know? What’s holding us back? I mean, the only reason that I was staying here is because of you.” Well, that’s half the truth. She is the main reason. Obviously, my father and friends as well, but she is the primary reason. “So, why not get started? I was going to stay here for the new year, but we could go to a Hollywood party instead.”
“Really? A Hollywood party? That sounds… well, it could be pretty cool, couldn’t it?”
“Exactly. You would love it, and it would be amazing to go there with you on my arm.” I can’t contain myself. I can feel myself getting too excited. “Plus, it means that you can pack quickly and not have to deal with your mom for much longer. I’m sure that’s what you want. And we can start building makeup connections right away.”
“Shit, yeah we could. That sounds amazing.” She claps her hands together with glee. “I like it.”
I leap out of bed and grab my laptop ready to do it right away. My dream is coming true, finally, I am sweeping back to Hollywood, to this dream that I want more than anything in the world, with my love.
“I can pay for my own ticket though…” she says. “I have some money to get it…”
“I don’t want you to,” I insist right away. “I want to buy it for you. A gift.”
“Oh, right because the diamond necklace wasn’t enough?” she teases. “You really are spoiling me.”
“And I intend to keep doing that because you deserve it. I want to treat you like a princess forever. I want to take you away from here and show you the rest of the world, let you see how amazing life can be.”
I love the stars in her eyes, the shining joy as she thinks about this, because it’s exactly how I feel as well. Hollywood hasn’t been as exciting as it used to be, but seeing it through Darcy’s eyes is going to bring that back for me, isn’t it? It’s going to make my life as awesome as it used to be, it’s like the stars have started shining in my sky once more. I can’t wait for it, for what comes next.
“I love you very much, Seth Bishop,” she tells me earnestly. “And I can’t wait for our life together.”
I grab her up in a hug and kiss her gently. “I love you too, and I can’t wait to show you that.”
Chapter Eighteen
Darcy
December 31st
“Ivy, you won’t be able to believe this place,” I insist as I wander a little aimlessly around Seth’s apartment. Well, my apartment now too, as he keeps telling me. Not that I can get used to that idea. “Seth told me that he had this big LA apartment, but it’s much more massive than that. It’s huge. And he has all of this cool stuff as well. A TV bigger than a cinema screen, all of this awesome artwork on the walls, and the most fantastic view. I can’t believe it, it’s nothing like home. I love it here.”
The sunshine helps as well. It always seems to be sunny in LA which I freaking love. It’s impossible to be miserable here. The best is the sensation that I am free at last. Free as a bird, soaring high away from my parents and their overprotective nature. It’s amazing. I want to spin around and giggle like a schoolgirl because I am so excited. I can’t contain myself.
“So, you really love it?” Ivy asks me with sorrow in her tone. “I thought that you might come back.”
“Oh, I’m sorry. I know that you hate how I took off like that,” I reply regretfully. “But my mom made it so that I didn’t have any choice in the matter. I had to g