“I know how to fix this,” I say.
“How?” They both ask the question at the same time.
“Both of you need to…” I take in a deep breath. “Take me.”
“What?!” Zed does not seem pleased by that.
“Yes,” Bad Zed agrees with a broad and lecherous grin. He’s an asshole, but he’s sexy. He acts impulsively. He’s greedy and he’s selfish. And now he knows it.
“You can’t hate him,” I tell Zed. “The more you hate him, the more he exists. He’s the one thing that hasn’t gone away. What does that tell you?”
“That he’s the equivalent of a time cockroach?”
“He’s you, Zed.”
I could say a whole lot more about forgiveness and other such things, but I know they won’t mean anything to Zed. He hates himself for what he did to me. He hates himself so strongly he is unable to let the part of himself that did those terrible things go. He’s keeping him present, a beast out of time.
“I’m not sharing you with him.”
“He is you, dildo.”
I resort to rudeness because I know that’ll spur Zed out of his resistance. We have been wanting one another from the moment he yanked me out of the bushes this go around. He needs me. I need him.
Zed growls and grabs me. I smell the sweat and blood on his body, feel the intensity of the battle he has been engaged in. It was never between them. It was between us. I belong in the middle of this, and he belongs in the core of me.
“You want me to fuck you? Is that it? You want him to fuck you?”
“Of course that’s what she wants,” Bad Zed purrs behind me. “She’d say anything to have us both filling her greedy little ass and pussy.”
I feel a second pair of hands grasp me. These ones are on my ass with plain and simple intention. There are two of them, and I have two netherholes. I know what will become of me in very short order. I know I will become theirs in the most carnal and forceful way possible.
“Yessss!”
I hiss the word. I give my consent for this final indecency and it begins, exactly as I deserve it.
“I don’t want to hurt you,” Zed says. He is still hesitating, just a little, though I can feel his cock throbbing against me.
“I do,” Bad Zed growls.
I shiver, knowing he means it. Zed’s sadism cannot be denied. And my reaction to it cannot be denied either. It excites me. It makes me feel a little frightened and a lot turned on. But it has to be tempered by kindness and actual connection. It can’t be the baseless fucking that I enjoyed once and turned out to be disastrous.
Now I am confronted with two Zeds. Two alien cocks. Zed is stroking my face with his hands, keeping my eyes locked on his. The Zed behind me is not so gentle or so patient. While Zed tries to calm me and ensure this is what I want, Bad Zed is taking full advantage, rubbing his cock along the slit of my very wet pussy, then drawing back to press the head of his cock against the tight bud of my ass.
“You haven’t been fucked here before, have you?” Bad Zed purrs in my ear. “You’re going to be so fucking tight. Are you going to scream for me?” He is already pressing in, the head of his cock moving around the tight ring of my ass like a big, thick finger seeking entrance. He’s going to take me and I’m going to let him. That doesn’t stop me from rising up onto my toes until Zed in front of me pushes me back down, becoming an accomplice to his darkest self.
I let out a long, yowling moan soon cut off by my lover’s kiss. I feel my ass stretching slowly at first and then more intensely. I’ve never experienced anything like this. It doesn’t hurt so much as it makes me feel exceptionally vulnerable. I whimper against Zed’s lips, grunting and moaning as I struggle to submit and take the cruel Zed’s cock in my ass.
“You like to bite, do you? How do you feel now, brat?” He questions me as he pushes all the way up inside me, the hard plane of his abdomen rubbing against the soft rounds of my ass.
“Mngghhh… oh… fucking… no.”
As he stretches me impossibly wide, I’m no longer sure I was right about any of this. All I know is that there is a passion between us that has to be sated, a love that has to be acknowledged, even if it all ends in disaster again.
“Look at her,” Bad Zed says to the one before me. “Look how she responds to her ass-fucking, she’s the perfect little human toy. You want to hate me but look what I do to her. I give her what she needs. What do you do? You let her behave like a brat. You let her escape. You let her draw calamity down on us.”