“Hey.”

I looked up into his concerned hazel eyes. “Are you okay?”

I swallowed, hating myself for keeping Hannah a secret and yet knowing I had no choice. I mustered a smile. “Yes. Just…”

He grinned. “I know… mind blown, right?”

God, he was so sweet and handsome. My heart split yet again that I had to let him go. I nodded. “Mind blown.”

He shifted his weight off me but pulled me close. I loved how my body fit perfectly against his. Why was the universe so cruel to give him to me a second time, only to force me to let him go again?

“Let me take you home, Beth.”

That sentence was so loaded. Did he just mean my home or his home? Did he mean home for the night or home forever? Good, God! Just an hour ago I was talking myself into holding on to my resentment. Now I was wishing he was asking me for forever.

“I need to get back to my place… to call it a night,” I said, trying to disentangle myself from him.

“One night, Beth,” he repeated the words that had weakened my resolve and got me into this situation in the first place.

“I have responsibilities I need to get to.”

“Tonight? Can you let it all go for just one night?”

I hated the disappointment in his eyes. “No. I need to get home.”

He studied me and I worried he might see my deception and why I needed to get home. Would Morgan stay the night with Hannah? I had no doubt she would, but I couldn’t let this play out any longer.

“I can’t get enough of you,” he said, his hand running down over my hip. His touch stirred my blood again.

“I’m sorry.”

He leaned forward and kissed me. The same gentle, tender kiss as he’d given me right after he’d given me a mind-blowing orgasm. “Can you stay a little longer then? I’m not ready to let you go.”

My heart wept. How many times right after he’d left six years ago did I dream of him coming back into my life and saying things like this? My dream was coming true, except I couldn’t have it. Not all of it at least. But maybe I could have another hour of it or so.

“A little longer,” I agreed.

His smile was full, wide and so handsome that it stole my breath. He shifted and rolled, somehow keeping us on the couch but switching our positions so I was on top. “I’ve been dreaming about you riding me again.”

I laughed. “Dreaming about me?”

“Yes.” He gave me a sheepish smile. “And maybe…” He made a jerking off motion.

I blushed and yet was weirdly turned on by the idea of him pleasuring himself to the thought of me.

He removed his condom, tying it off and tossing it in an ashtray on the table. “I’ll get rid of that later. If you grab my wallet there on the table, I’ve got more.”

I reached for his wallet. “Why is there an ashtray? You allow smoking in here?”

“Some of the foreign business people still smoke,” he said, taking a condom from his wallet. He tossed the wallet aside and then started to open the foil packet.

“Wait, ” I said.

He lifted a brow.

I ran my hands down his abs. “You used your mouth on me, now I want to return the favor.”

His dick bobbed and precum formed on the tip.

I grinned. “I think he likes that idea.” I wondered if I should tell him that I’d never given a man a blow job. Then again, how hard could it be?

“I know he does.” His hands rubbed along my thighs. “You don’t have to though.”

Did he know I was a blowjob virgin? Perhaps he figured out I’d never had a man use his mouth on me and decided that meant I hadn’t given head either.

“I want to.”

“Well then.” He put his hands behind his head and waited.

I wrapped my hand around his hard length, loving how he hissed as I stroked. I used the precum on to wet his tip, and then licked it. The skin was velvety soft.

“Will you tell me what you like?” I asked, wanting to be sure I made him feel good. This would be the first and only time I’d do this to him. I wanted to make it good for him.

“So far, so good.” He wiggled his eyebrows.

I looked at this kind, funny, sexy man, and I yearned for everything he seemed to promise. Focus, Beth, I reminded myself. Another hour to indulge him. This would be like six years ago when we had one night to love each other before ending it altogether.

I leaned over, licking his tip again before taking him in my mouth.

He let out a long breath. He released his hand, running his fingers in my hair. “You’re a fucking dream come true, Beth.”

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