“Trying to make everyone happy. I know, baby girl. It’s how you’ve always been. You love putting a smile on people’s faces. Always have. Kinda why I started to pull away from you, the last year more so than ever.”
I know I’m a people pleaser; I can’t help myself. Then it clicks. I’ve been feeling lost because I didn’t have him. The one person who means the most to me. I love my mom and Ned, but this is different. He’s my real home. Jasper is the one I always want to make smile more than anyone else. He is where I’m supposed to be, and I’d just been drifting with him gone.
Why would that make him pull away from me? My face scrunches in confusion.
“Every time you got close to me, I wanted to grab you. I wanted to take you home with me, and I knew I couldn’t. For one, you were too young.”
That was probably true. I haven’t been eighteen long.
“You bought this house for me thinking I might never come live here with you.” I look around, thinking how lonely that must have been, because staying away from me had made him stay away from our parents, too. At least I had them to go home to every night. He came home to an empty house.
“No, I got this house and lied to myself. I told myself that I wouldn’t cross the line to make me feel better, but I was really just biding my time. This was coming one way or another. All Dad had to do was whisper in my ear that you were thinking about starting to date and I was done. Kept telling myself I was going to check on you, nothing more. But deep down I knew what I was doing. I was coming for you.”
“You’ll always come for me.” I say his words from before back to him.
“Always.” He says it with such determination.
“And I’ll always wait for you, Jasper.” I slide my hands up his broad chest and around his neck. “I didn’t know what I was waiting for, but I knew it was something. But that’s always been you, hasn’t it? Even when I was younger, it was always you helping me find my way. Never far from me. Watching over and stepping in when I needed you. Like now. I needed your push. To show me.”
I tilt my head back, needing his mouth on mine. He leans in and gives me what I want. But I pull back before our lips connect, and our eyes lock.
“Show me everything, Jasper. Show me all that we can have together.”
13
Jasper
I grab Libby’s ass and pull her off the counter, carrying her back to the bedroom. She lets out a little giggle, and I assume it’s because of how fast I’m walking, but we’ve both waited long enough for this moment.
Laying her back on the bed, my lips go to hers and my hands are running all over her body. I feel her tongue run along my bottom lip before she bites down a little, and I moan at the sensation. She’s being more aggressive than she has before, and maybe it’s because things are finally becoming settled between us. We still have to talk to our parents and get that straightened out, but the two of us are solid.
My mouth moves down her neck, and I help her take her shirt off. I lick between her breasts before kissing my way over to one nipple and taking it in my mouth. The hard peak feels so good on my tongue, and she moans as I suck on it. I want to go slow and take my time, but Libby’s hands are hurried.
We both wiggle to rid each other of our clothes. Once we are both skin against skin and rubbing our naked bodies together, I look up to see Libby smiling from ear to ear.
“What is it, baby girl?”
“I’m just so happy. I can’t believe this is happening.” Her eyelids drop a little, and I can see the lust there. “Make love to me, Jasper.”
Moving down a little, I place a kiss on her stomach and then move a little lower. “I’ll make love to you, Libby. I’ll give you anything you want for the rest of your life. But you have to give me something, too.”
I kiss between her thighs, and they fall open for me, revealing her pink little pussy covered in cream.
“Anything,” she moans, raising her hips in invitation.
I press my nose to the top of her pussy and breathe in her scent. “I want you bare, baby girl. I don’t want anything keeping me from your sweet pussy. And I don’t want to pull out, either. I want to do this right the first time, and that means balls-deep, no stopping.”