Chapter One
Twenty Years Later
The party was bustling with the euphoria characteristic of fae gatherings. Someone had gone all out with the decorations, stringing fae lights through the trees in a way that mimicked fireflies. Knowing the fae, they could actually be fireflies strung with needle and thread through the trees, desperate to escape. Only the faery wine Cricket Snapdragon had drank could drown out their screams as they fought to get away if that were the case. She heard nothing, thank the fates, but that didn’t mean anything with the amount of wine she’d already ingested. These sorts of parties were all the same. Glamorous cloaks over barely restrained violence. The fae were not all so good. In fact, most were far from it. Only the might of her father kept most of them in check, but when a fae lost control, blood was left in his wake.
Cricket didn’t have such desires. Not once had she thirsted for blood and violence. Not once had she thought about harming another creature. Some would say that made her weak. She would argue it made her stronger. She was above those base instincts, didn’t have to succumb to them. Instead, Cricket could act how she wished, could move through life without the urge to hurt tugging at her. She wasn’t blood thirsty, not by a long shot, but the majority of the fae population couldn’t know that. As the heir to the Snapdragon legacy, she had to appear strong before all.
In the booth beside her, Lisianthus, or Lisi as she called him, sat sprawled with a nearly naked fae male on his lap. The male was rubbing all over him, picking at his skin, mewing like a kitten high on milk. Even with the faery wine in her system, the sound was grating on Cricket’s nerves. It bothered her that so many would willingly prostrate themselves before her like objects, that they’d do the same for Lisi because he was her friend, but there was nothing to be done about it. She’d spent the better part of her life arguing for the fae to have respect for themselves, but she now knew that’s how they did so. If the fae weren’t trying to make connections to get higher on the food chain, they had nothing. That’s how they earned their worth. She’d just been lucky enough to be born into that worth, and often took it for granted. Tonight was one of those night the weight of the Snapdragon name sat heavy on her shoulders.
“Relax, Cricket,” Lisi urged, his eyes half-lidded as he stared down at the male currently rubbing him through his leather pants. Likely, Lisi would take the fae in the back rooms, make him scream his name in the hopes that this poor male would gain momentum with his ambition. He wouldn’t. Lisi didn’t keep fae, didn’t return once he’d had them. He was perpetually bored and the only thing that kept his attention was the chase. Once a creature gave into him, they’d already lost.
“Something about this party makes my skin itch,” Cricket grumbled, frowning in disgust at the male that suddenly dipped his hands inside Lisi’s pants. “Do you have to allow that right beside me?”
“Don’t be jealous,” Lisi purred. “I’m sure there’s a nice fae just waiting for you to show him attention willing to suck on you until you grow tired of his touch.”
There were plenty of fae waiting for exactly that, but Cricket had long since grown tired of fucking her way through those fae. It was a soulless exchange when the fae only wanted her for her name and nothing else. They’d do anything to earn her favor, and she’d found, when they were willing to give so much for nothing, she didn’t want it. For once, she just wanted someone to want to know her for her, not for what she could offer them. But with a name like Snapdragon, such things weren’t likely. Even Lisi, with his “friendship”, would throw her away if someone higher came along to offer something he couldn’t refuse. Fae were nothing but power-hungry creatures, and here was Cricket with much of the power and no desire for it. She just wanted to put her knowledge to use and make her father proud, maybe one day find someone who could love her for more than her family legacy.
Lisi moaned and Cricket glanced at him with a sneer. “Enough,” she spit, more venom in her tone than she’d intended.
The fae male immediately stopped what he was doing and stood, bowing his head to Cricket before scuttling away with fear in his eyes. Cricket had never harmed anyone, but her family had. Even if Cricket didn’t desire to raise her hand against someone, she could easily have someone else do her dirty work. The fae didn’t know she wouldn’t. They only had to believe she would.
Lisi sat up with a scowl. “You ruin all the fun, Cricket. That male would have bled so beautifully.”
And the fae, when they bled, sparkled.
“Don’t you ever hunger for something more than meaningless sex and a little bit of power?” she asked, her eyes tracing over the crowd. “This is nothing more than a mirage hiding wildness.”
“We’re not the elves,” Lisi replied, rolling his eyes at Cricket and her philosophical questions. “Wildness is all that we are. Forget your worries and just enjoy the night. It’s been so long since we’ve been to a party with as much debauchery as this.”
“They’re all the same,” she murmured, but Lisi was already distracted with another male strutting past with large golden wings on display. He had the tip of one wing pierced, a status symbol that he could handle pain. The wings were one of the most sensitive parts of a fae. Piercing it was an agonizing pain Cricket would never venture into, but Lisi liked those who would dare straddle the line of pain and pleasure.
“Then drink more wine,” Lisi answered once the fae was passed. “Forget your worries and enjoy the prosperity you were born with.” He snapped his fingers and a muscular fae male stepped forward. He was too pretty for Cricket’s tastes, better fit Lisi’s with the glitter smeared across his chest, but Cricket sighed anyway.
“I suppose you’re right.”
“Of course, I’m right. I would never lead you astray like that, darling,” Lisi purred. A lie within a truth. Lisi would lead her astray if it benefited him, but Cricket was adept at recognizing such manipulation. After all, her father was Graeme Snapdragon, the greatest manipulator of all time.
The glittery fae male bowed his head toward her, long lilac-colored hair sliding over his shoulders and intriguing her. Perhaps, she should take him up on his offer after all. It was just a bit of fun, just a way to forget the name she bore for just a little longer.
Nodding her head, Cricket accepted his offer despite the clear effects of faery wine in his hooded eyes. Brilliant purple wings folded away as the male took a seat beside her on the backless couch. Her own pink wings were out and displayed as she liked them. Putting them away behind glamour always made her itch.
“Hello, Snapdragon,” the fae purred, leaning too close. He didn’t dare reach out a hand to touch yet, not without permission.
Attempting to throw caution to the wind and simply enjoy herself, Cricket dragged a finger along his smooth jawline, inviting him to touch, to pleasure.
“That’s my girl,” Lisi goaded, gesturing for the golden winged fae to come to his lap. The fae eagerly pranced over, his piercing dancing in the lights to let Lisi know he wanted some pain with his pleasure.
Cricket wasn’t Lisi’s girl. She was very aware that Lisi wanted to use her for her name, that he was only her friend because she allowed it and because it benefited him. At least she didn’t have to worry about Lisi going after her sexually. He much preferred the company of males.
Strong but smooth hands traced along her bare thigh, threatening to slip up her short skirt, but her hand stalled him before he could go straight to the source. Cricket much preferred to spend time with foreplay. Unfortunately for her, most males, no matter their species, thought going straight for the main event was the way to make a female wet. Any attempt at desire she might have had dried up the moment the male revealed he didn’t know what he was doing, but he was still touching her, his other hand sliding along her lower back. When those glittery fingers brushed against her wings, she shot to her feet, her face twisted with anger.
“How dare you?” she growled, staring down into his hooded eyes. “I should kill you for that slight.”
Lisi laughed. “Calm down, Cricket. Look, he hardly knows where he’s at, let alone that he touched your wings.”
Disgust coated Cricket’s tongue. Consent was important, but this male had barely enough awareness to consent if any at all. Most of the fae at this party were so high on dust or drunk on wine, they didn’t know up from down. She set her own glass of potent faery wine on the table barely touched, determining the wine was probably altered for such effects.
Just before she could declare she was leaving, a piece of paper folded like a butterfly came from nowhere, fluttering before her and releasing sparkles around it. Despite knowing who it came from, Cricket smiled and offered her hand for the paper butterfly to land. Her father had always delivered messages this way, ever since she was a little girl. Though she was no longer so small, no longer a child, he sent his letters this way. It was one of the few ways Cricket knew her father cared for her despite his position and what it demanded of him. A fae male of his power shouldn’t place so much weight in a daughter, but her father allowed her some freedom most fae didn’t have. He allowed her to take over the marketing for some of the businesses, allowed her to prove herself more than most would when she’d asked.
“A message from daddy,” Lisi murmured, watching in interest. “What does it say?”
It wasn’t often that her father sent messages and Lisi was a nosy bitch. Cricket understood his curiosity.
Gently unfolding the letter, she read the words written in elegant script and sadly realized it wasn’t her father who had written it at all, but his secretary. Her father had only instructed the secretary on how to send the letter.
Your presence is requested at home promptly. A jet has been sent.
Cricket sighed. Home was on the opposite coast from where she currently stood, which explained the jet her father had sent. She could fly long distances, but it would take far longer to fly from the east coast to the west by wing than by plane.
“Time to go,” Cricket told Lisi. Her friend shoved the fae off his lap and stood, adjusting his flamboyant lapels. He was always ready to be called by the Snapdragon family despite not owing them a favor or debt. He would have been honored to owe them a debt, but Cricket would never give him that opportunity to submit himself for slavery despite knowing his reasons for being her friend.
With one last look at the fae male barely coherent enough to crawl after her a few steps in displeasure, wondering if she should help him somewhere, she turned away. There was no help for him. He’d chosen to be under the influence and if she put him somewhere else, he’d only wake up angry that he’d missed out on the party. Still, when Lisi looked away, she wiggled her fingers at him, putting a protection around him that would prevent anyone from taking advantage of the male without his express permission. If he passed out, at least no one would take advantage. It was the best she could do at the party surrounded by fae who would salivate at her bleeding heart.
Lisi threaded his arm through hers and the crowd parted for them as they left.
Cricket’s legs were only slightly wobbly as she balanced on the heels Lisi swore made her ass look like a tulip. To this day, she didn’t know if it had been an insult or a compliment but she rather liked tulips anyways.
After all, tulips were wholesome.