is beer against mine and we take a sip.
“I’m happy for you guys. It’s nice to see an actual relationship come out of this industry.” I look at him.
“Thanks, man. So what’s going on with you and Brinley?” He laughs without humor and sips his beer.
“Not a thing. We’ve had sex, a lot, but she’s not looking for a relationship. She’s kind of all over the place. I’m not going to chase after a chick, no offense.” I laugh and order us each a shot. We throw them back and sip our beers.
“If it’s the right girl, you’ll chase.” We laugh as Kallie and Brinley walk over.
“Are you two getting drunk without us?” I laugh at Brinley and pull Kallie in for a hug.
“You want a drink, baby?” She smiles up at me, and I press my lips to hers.
“Hell yes. A shot and a beer.” I order another round of shots for us all, plus beer. I hold up my shot and so do they.
“To the most beautiful woman in the world, thank you for taking a chance on me.” We all throw back our shots, and she jumps into my arms, crashing her mouth to mine. I devour her, feeling like I can’t get my fill.
“Holy shit, you guys are hot together.” We break apart and look over at Brinley. “What? I’m saying, he’s hot as fuck, and you are sexy as shit. You make a great couple.” Well, you can’t argue with that logic.
We spend the next few hours drinking, and the more I drink, the hornier I get. Watching her dance and throw her head back laughing makes me want to fuck her on the bar. I finish off my beer and meet her on the dance floor. I wrap my arms around her and kiss her neck. “I’m not going to lie, baby, I’m drunk, and I want to go home and fuck you until we both pass out. You ready to get out of here?” She spins in my arms and wraps her arms around my neck. I grab onto her ass and hike her up into my arms. We start kissing, and the minute my tongue touches hers I’m done for. I kiss down her neck and suck on the top of her tits that are spilling out of her top.
“Fuck, Jax, take me home.” She doesn’t need to say it again. I don’t even bother saying goodbye to anyone. I put her down and we leave hand in hand. When we get outside, I grab a taxi that is waiting to take drunk asses like us home. We get in and she climbs onto my lap. We are like a bunch of teenagers making out in the back seat, but fuck, it’s hot. I lift her shirt just a bit exposing her stomach. I lick and suck on her soft skin, causing her to let out a moan. I look up at her, and my heart explodes.
“Kallie, I love you.” She sucks in a breath, and a tear runs down her cheek.
“I love you too, Jax.” Holy shit. She loves me. We kiss again, but this time, we take our time savoring the moment. I know I’m drunk, and I know I won’t remember most of what happened tonight, but I sure as fuck will remember this.
I LIE AWAKE IN JAX’S arms thinking about last night. I wasn’t drunk like Jax was. I had a buzz going on, but he was trashed. It was actually the first time since I met him that I’ve seen him like that, but let me just say that being trashed does not prevent my guy from performing, multiple times. He was rough and wild, and I loved every minute of it. The thing that got me most was when he told me he loved me. He told me over and over last night, causing the last bit of questioning to completely vanish.
I know that even if he doesn’t remember actually saying it to me, he meant it. Just looking into his eyes, I know. I know without question that this is where I belong, that we are meant to be together. It may be against everything that I thought I stood for, but sometimes, life just doesn’t work out the way you expect it to. He has crept his way into my heart, a long time ago, and left his mark. There is no turning back.
I turn in his arms and look at him sleeping soundly. It’s not something I usually get to do since he is always up before me and asleep after me. I honestly can’t believe that I’m his, that he loves me. I look at his arms, taking in the riot of color, the way his muscles seem to enhance each one. “Morning.” I look up at his sleepy eyes and smile.
“Good morning. How are you feeling?” He winks and kisses the top of my head.
“Not the first time I got trashed, Kallie. I’m good.” I roll my eyes and he chuckles. I want to ask him if he remembers what he said, but I won’t.
“So last night was a lot of fun, right?” I can’t keep the smile off my face.
“Last night was amazing.” Fuck yes, it was.
“You hungry? I was going to go make us some breakfast.” He flips me onto my back and places his arms on either side of my face. He kisses me, devouring me. I run my hands up into his hair and tangle them in. We both pull away breathing heavily. He is searching my eyes, looking so deep into them, I feel like he can see my soul.
“I’ve done a lot of shitty things in my life, Kallie. I’ve gotten high, I’ve fought, I’ve stolen. I don’t know how I deserve you, how the world lined up perfectly, but I’m so fucking grateful. Because now . . . now when I get high, it’s on your touch. I’ll still fight, but for you, and I’ll continue stealing, but only your heart. I love you so much, so fucking much.” That does it, and I let the tears fall. He kisses them away before kissing my lips.
“I love you so much, Jax, and even though you may feel undeserving of me . . . that couldn’t be further from the truth. You have nothing to be ashamed of. I love you for all that you are and all that you were.” I can honestly say that this is the first time in all the time I’ve known him, that he looks emotional. He slowly leans down and kisses me with a kiss that is full of love and promises of the future. He softly runs his hands down my camisole top until he reaches the bottom. He pulls it up and over my head, but quickly replaces it with his lips. I wrap my arms around his neck while he removes my panties and his boxers. I want him so badly in this moment. I feel so raw with emotions.
He quickly reaches over and rolls on a condom. Neither of us has said a word; we are just staring into each other’s eyes. I’ve never felt this connected to another person, like we are becoming one. My heart is beating in my chest, but it now completely belongs to him. He links our fingers, and never once breaking eye contact, he pushes into me, slowly. It feels incredible, as we both gently begin moving. I close my eyes letting the feeling wash over my body. “Baby, please look at me. I need to see you.” I quickly open them back up, and he picks up his pace just slightly. “You feel so fucking amazing. I’ll never get my fill.” He’s right, I’ll never get my fill either, but it’s different this time. It’s sweet, romantic even. We are searching each other’s eyes, and he starts moving faster.
“Oh yes.” I toss my head back, and he kisses my neck. My body is so overstimulated that even his simple kisses on my neck cause me to moan loudly. He moves down and licks my nipple, causing me to arch my back and dig my nails into his hand. I try to pick up the pace, but he isn’t having it; he is keeping his steady rhythm. He moves to my next breast, nipping at my nipple, and I scream out. I try harder to get him to move faster, but it’s useless.
He lets go of my hands and wraps his arms around me before rolling us so I’m on top. “Take over, Kallie. Show me how fast you want me to go.” I plant my hands on his solid chest and begin riding him, and the faster I move, the harder he gives it back. He reaches up and massages my breasts when I pick up my pace. “Fuck yes. You are so incredibly sexy, keep going baby, make me come.” I don’t even know where it comes from, but I move at a frantic pace trying to get us both off. Every moan and growl he lets out just fuels me to ride him harder. I feel myself getting close, and I know it won’t be much longer. He must know because he pinches both nipples, and it throws me over the edge.
“Jax.” I throw my head back as wave after wave of orgasmic bliss washes over me. He lets go of my tits and grabs onto my ass, digging his fingers in. I’m reeling from my orgasm, and when I feel his legs start to tense, I know he’s close. I keep one hand on his chest and run the other one down to where we are one. I look down and see his cock, covered in my essence, moving in and out of me. It’s fucking hot. I cup his balls in my hand and massage them, and holy fuck, does it work.
“Oh fuck. Holy shit, Kallie.” He stills as his orgasm washes over him, and it is one of the sexiest things I’ve ever seen. His eyes are closed, his muscles are tense, and he has a look of sheer pleasure on his face. I stop moving and lie my body down on him. I can hear the rapid beating of his heart, and I can feel mine. He moves one hand off my ass and lifts my chin to look at him. “I love you.” I smile and kiss his chest.
“I love you too.” He wraps both arms around me, and we lie in our post orgasmic euphoria.