“There won’t even be one,” I lied, even as my body sprang to life, as I imagined making her mine at least temporarily. No other woman had ever made me feel such a myriad of emotions, and in such intensity, no less. With Anna, life was a rollercoaster ride. With her, I didn’t miss my days as Enforcer, never felt boredom.
“You don’t sound convinced,” she said.
“Because I’m not,” I admitted.
“Well, you could still fuck the French-Wench again if you don’t like my performance.”
What the fuck was she talking about? “I don’t care about your performance and from what I witnessed a few hours ago, I’d say it’ll be outstanding, but let me make something clear, I didn’t fuck Veronique or anyone else since we arrived in Paris.”
“Why not?” Anna asked.
I narrowed my eyes. “Don’t play dumb, Anna. You’re way too clever to be convincing.”
“Why not?” she repeated more firmly this time.
“Because of you, fuck it. You are in my head and I can’t get you out. I want you like I’ve never wanted anything in my life before.”
“I like the sound of that,” she whispered, smiling slightly, and leaned closer. She peered up at me and my gaze lingered on her lips. On lips that had given me pleasure yesterday evening. Seeing her now, without makeup and smiling sweetly, I couldn’t imagine fucking her mouth, but I knew there was another Anna. I wanted them both. Good girl Anna, and naughty Anna.
“I want this. I want us, in this moment in time. Like I said, I’m not bound to stay a virgin.”
“I’m sure your parents would disagree on this.” As if it still mattered. What had already happened between Anna and me was enough to make Dante kill me. I doubted he’d differentiate between me fucking Anna’s mouth or her pussy. I was a dead man either way. I couldn’t resist anymore and ran my palm over her arm and back. Anna immediately pressed into me, one hand on my chest.
“We’re both adults. If we want to have fun, then that’s our business. Don’t play noble, Santino.”
“I’m not,” I said with a smirk. Did she really think anything about me was noble? After what had happened last night? “But we’re both not acting like responsible adults when we’re around each other. I need to pretend to play by the rules at least. You seem to lose any sense of self-preservation around me.”
Fuck. I’d fucked her mouth and dipped my thumb into her ass before I’d even taken her virginity. I had a first class ticket to hell.
Anna pursed her lips. “What’s that supposed to mean?”
“You kept up the charade of being experienced just to prove a point.”
She didn’t say anything. I wished I knew what she was really thinking about what happened between us. She brought our faces closer. “I didn’t tell you because I knew it would have reinforced your will to stay professional. You wouldn’t have lost control if your protective streak had won out.”
I shook my head. She had me wrapped around her little finger.
“I’m fine, really.”
“You cried.” I still felt slightly sick thinking about it.
She actually rolled her eyes. “Because of our constant fighting, because it felt like you wanted to punish me for being with Maurice.”
“Not because you pretended to have slept with Maurice. I’ll be honest, I hated the idea of him being with you, but that’s not why I angry-fucked your mouth yesterday. I was just sick of your provocation, but mostly I was pissed at myself for my inability to stay cool and resist you.”
“Okay,” she said simply.
“I still can’t believe yesterday was the first time.” Someone fucked your mouth. With Anna smiling this sweetly at me, I couldn’t even say the words, much less let actions follow.
Anna lowered herself until she rested her chin on my chest, a teasing smile playing across her lips. “My first time with a cock in my mouth?”
Naughty Anna was back, and fuck me, I’d missed her.
“A cock in your mouth, and fingers in your ass and pussy.”
“I’ve had fingers in my pussy before.” She touched her upper lip with the tip of her tongue, obviously enjoying my facial reaction, the little vixen. “My own. Yours were slightly better.”
“Slightly, hmm?”
She shrugged, then lifted up on her elbows. Her face hovered in front of me. “I want to spend the night.”
I knew if she spent the night, we wouldn’t only be sleeping but I’d lost the fight today. I wanted more. I cupped her face and pulled her closer until our lips pressed against each other. Anna immediately leaned into the touch, her body softening against mine. Her softness against my hard muscles was a sensation I’d memorize forever.
“If you stay, you’ll know what’ll happen.”
“What?” she whispered against my lips but her hand already traveled down to my waistband where she found my cock tenting the fabric.