HUNTER
Isatonthe bed, putting on my shoes, when Cosmo shifted behind me. Scenes from yesterday kept me in a tangle of shame. I’d never intended to be a Daddy, and now I had proof that I made a lousy one. My son would have been ashamed of me if he found out how I’d treated Cosmo. He didn’t know any better, but I did. I should bring him out of the darkness of the world he’d been raised in. Instead, I was getting sucked into his dysfunctional behavior.
I flexed my shoulders, and the pain that exploded from where he’d stabbed me yesterday served as a reminder of the line we had crossed. A line no one should ever cross with someone they cared about. We hadn’t only crossed it. We’d blurred it, making it almost impossible to return to the right side. The side where we didn’t physically inflict pain on each other and I didn’t fuck him to hurt him, all the while knowing how much he loved it.
Cosmo wrapped his legs around my waist from behind and rested his feet in my lap. He planted a kiss in the center of my bare back, then spread out to my right shoulder and up to my neck.
I tried to resist him. The right thing to do was to walk away, give us a chance to live, but I hadn’t lived in a long time until Cosmo.
What was it about him that made me see red whenever he was around Ellis? Petra had flirted, and it’d never bothered me before. Yet walking into the kitchen already hard from Cosmo begging me for sex when I got home and seeing Ellis’s arms around him had left me incensed. The man was always finding little ways of being around Cosmo, of acting like my boy’s protector, and I hated it.
I wanted him to rely on only me. I wanted him to see me as his superhero. He shouldn’t look at anyone else with stars in his eyes.
“Are you still mad at me for yesterday?” he whispered.
I dug deep for a hint of the anger that had claimed me, but nothing. “I can’t be mad at you for too long, and I think you know that.”
“Will you feel better if you punish me?”
“I don’t trust myself to punish you fairly.”
“Well, I trust you. Do you want to try? If you don’t like it, you can stop.”
He crawled into my lap and lay facedown with his naked ass in the air. As if what we’d done in the kitchen hadn’t been enough, last night I’d ravished his body again, and his pale skin bore the burn marks of my facial hair. Hickies covered his skin, something I’d never thought would follow me after high school. But with Cosmo, I was again acting like a teenager.
Cosmo wriggled his ass. “You can spank me hard. I don’t mind. I’ll let you know my limit.”
Frowning, I plucked him out of my lap and settled him on the bed. He pouted but spread his legs open in invitation. He was insatiable, always wanting sex since he’d discovered how good it was.
“You don’t get to choose your punishment for wounding me,” I said. “The first time you bit me, I let it slide, but you’re right. You should be punished.”
“What are you going to do?”
“I’m taking away your climax for the next seventy-two hours.”
Cosmo opened his eyes wide. “What?”
His horrified reaction was exactly the confidence booster I needed. “You like pain, Cosmo. You like receiving it and inflicting it. If I spank you, it won’t be much of a punishment, but this… this is perfect.”
“So no sex for seventy-two hours?” He sounded devastated.
“Oh, there definitely will be sex, but only one of us gets to come. For the next seventy-two hours, you get to be a real sex doll. I’ll fuck you any which way I want, and you’ll take what I give you, but never come.”
He whimpered. “How am I going to do that?”
“I’m sure you can handle it, but to help you, I’ll buy a cock cage on the way home.” I caught him by the legs and pulled him to the edge of the bed. “Spread your legs and let me see that hole. Do you still have my cum inside you from last night?” We hadn’t showered after sex. Just fell asleep in the filthy mess of our wild loving.
He nodded and parted his legs, showing me his tight balls, his stiff cock, and his abused hole. We’d fucked so often I couldn’t believe just a week and a half ago he had been a virgin.He couldn’t get enough. And neither could I.
I rubbed saliva over the head of my dick, stroking myself. Cosmo licked his lips, his eyes hungrily following my movements. He let out a whimper.
“Daddy—”
“No, Cosmo. No. You don’t get to negotiate this. Now grab your ass cheeks and spread them open.”
A tear slipped down his cheek, but he did what I asked and rocked his legs back in the air, clutching his ass and spreading himself open before me.
“Good doll. Stay right there. You do not have my permission to come.”