I look up at him. He pulls off his boxers and I know what’s going to happen next. He knows that I’m ready. We both take a deep breath.
“I’ll go gentle, okay?” he says.
“Maybe I don’t want you to,” I tell him, with a wink.
He smiles at this, obviously liking it.
I lay back on the pillows as I feel him slide inside of me for the first time. He goes slow, testing me. The sensation is incredible. I moan as loud as I can. I never imagined it would feel like as good as it does.
He hesitates, then thrusts out and in, still going slow.
I love the way he’s cramming his big cock inside me.
“Faster,” I murmur.
“I love your gorgeous curves and I love fucking your tight little pussy hole,” he says. “This is everything I thought it would be and more. I’d pay any amount of money for this.”
My fingers grab the sheets and hold on tightly as he thrusts faster.
“Oh, Andrew!” I call out.
I reach for him and cling to him tightly.
The faster he thrusts, the more I want to climax. I can’t hold it back anymore and I cum, moaning out his name, over and over. Afterwards, I feel incredibly tired and different, in a way. I’m not sure how, but I do.
We lay in bed together wrapped in silk sheets. This is just like I imagined it. The room is dark, but we had left the curtains of the patio door open. Now we can see the moonlight as well as the lights of the big city shining far away in the distance.
As Andrew gently kisses my neck and shoulders, I can feel myself falling asleep.
“How was it?” Andrew whispers softly in my ear.
“Amazing,” I murmur softly back.
I’m too tired to speak.
“I’m glad,” he replies softly, kissing my cheek.
I can feel him lying next to me and wrapping his arms around me. I love his big, strong muscles, his six pack abs, the tattoos on his arms. I find it hot that he’s intelligent yet sexy. Nerdy yet strong.
“When we wake up, I’ll pay you personally for round two,” he says.
“Don’t worry; it’s on the house,” I murmur, as my eyes close.
I want to sleep so bad but being with Andrew is bringing up other feelings. I want to be with Andrew again in the future, but I can’t lose sight of my business goals. Besides, I’m not interested in a relationship and helping my business is what tonight was all about anyways.
Andrew is very sweet and handsome, but I need to focus on making my future secure. Even though I don’t want it to happen, my mind flashes back.
I remember my mother crying at the kitchen table, the bills and papers surrounding her. She spent almost all her time like that after my father left her. I promised myself that I would never end up like that, broke or dependent on a man.
That’s why I want to start my own business. I took the first step towards making that possible tonight. I have to keep reminding myself that that is the only reason why I am here.
I can hear Andrew snoring softly behind me. His arm is still wrapped around me. I allow myself to enjoy that for a few seconds. The physical moments that we shared are absolutely incredible.
I can’t wait to call Tammy and tell her all about it. Everything happened exactly as I imagined it. Andrew certainly knows how to make a moment special. If I was any other type of woman, I could get used to being treated like this on a daily basis.
That makes me think of Marsha and her husband, but still, I remind myself, not everything turns out to be a fairy tale. I force all thought of marriage and relationships out of my mind. Instead I decide to think about all the things I can do around the shop with my money.
I might do a little remodeling, maybe invest in some different varieties of flowers. Investing gives me another idea. Maybe I should put some of my money in the market. A lot of people have made good money that way.
I wonder if I should ask Andrew about it but then I decide not to. I don’t want to have any unnecessary ties to him. A clean break is the best thing. I’m sure he’s going to feel the same way. He seems like a player, after all.
The stock market does seem like a good idea, I decide. Besides, I can find out anything I need to know on the Internet. I yawn softly and snuggle into my pillow.
After I fall asleep again, I dream of myself being happy in my own shop. It’s a big success. I also dream that Andrew keeps stopping by to check on me. He swoops me up in his big, strong, tattooed arms and gives me a kiss, saying he’ll take me to lunch for a job well done, and then he’ll fuck me silly again to reward me.