“Shh, baby it’s okay. I don’t plan on going anywhere and I fucking love the thought of you growing round with my child. We will figure it out, okay?” When I look into his eyes, I know he is telling me the truth and if I am honest with myself, I wouldn’t want children with another man.
“Okay,” I say. He kisses me softly then climbs out of bed taking me with him. We spend the rest of the night talking and laughing. I call my parents at five and tell them I’m not coming home. I’ll talk to them in the morning about everything. Well, not everything. They don’t need to know about us having sex.
Aidan makes love to me three more times before I pass out. Hell, if he is going to fuck me like this every night there is no way I won’t get pregnant.
5
Aidan
Five Months Later
I think I’ve buried my cock in her sweet little cunt just as much as we’ve danced. It’s no wonder I knocked her up almost immediately. Every night she is in our bed but the fact that she’s not wearing my fucking ring kills me.
For the last one hundred and fifty-five days I have asked her to by my wife and each time she’s said no. She won’t give me a reason, but I’ve had enough. Today is the day she fucking says yes.
Five months ago, after years of waiting, I made her mine, now I need to make it official. The need coursing through my veins is turning me into a caveman. The ring I bought her is burning a hole in my pocket. She flat refuses to look at it, but with what I’ve got planned for the season finale will knock her socks off.
Saying no is not an option. We arrived at the studio together about twenty-five minutes before we’re supposed to be there. Her baby bump is just starting to be noticeable, so she tries to hide it flowy dance skirts and I hate it. I know that she loves me she tells me several times a day but what I don’t know why she keeps refusing me. Whenever I ask, she says that she wants to leave things the way they are she doesn’t want me to be bound to her when that is literally all I want.
On taping days, we don’t practice we save it for the live show, especially the finale. We want to be one hundred percent when our turn begins. Tonight, we are doing a dance to “Jealous” by Nick Jonas. We have mixed a freestyle contemporary with a hip-hop vibe that we think the audience will really love. As it is the last dance, we go all out. Backstage we drew number four out of a hat, making us the fourth couple to dance tonight. When the first three are done, we take the stage. The lights go down and the first few bars of the song plays. I feel her body tense in front of me and then on cue she dances like there’s no tomorrow, me close behind. The feel of her hips in my hands almost have me sporting wood but you definitely don’t want to get wood on TV.
She manages to drop down to the floor in front of me drags her ass back up my body. She is amazing. When our dance ends the round of applause in the studio is loud as hell. As planned, I drop to my knees in front of her and take her hand in mine. All season long people have been speculating about us in the tabloids and on social media this will definitely tell them what we have denied publicly.
“What the hell are you doing did you fall down?” she asks confused.
You know exactly what I’m doing princess. Today is the one hundred and fifty sixth day I have asked this question are you. Are you so uncertain of my love for you? Do you think that I would ever under any controllable circumstances leave you? You are my everything and without a shadow of a doubt I want to spend the rest of my life with you and our baby and the babies we will have in the future. What do I have to do to show you how much I need you to be my wife? I know 10 years of your life frightened you but the last eight should have shown you people love you I have loved you for longer than I should have. Marry me, Calliope. Make me the happiest man on Earth. Let me give you everything you never even knew you wanted.” The crowd is completely out of control at this point and I chance it looking up at her. There are tears streaming down her beautiful face.