I snap and attack her mouth, pushing her backward on the bed, as her legs open for me and I lie on my arms as I kiss her with everything that I have. Everything that I have to give her. I kiss her and then slowly trail kisses down her neck as I reach one breast, her chest going up and down. I snake my tongue out, in between her bra and her nipple. While my other hand pushes the bra down, I roll one nipple and bite the other, making her back arch off the bed. The heels of her feet dig into my bed as she is squeezing me closer.
“Max.”
Her hands go into my hair. I do the same to her other breast, taking it in my mouth and rolling my tongue around the pink peak. I kiss her center and travel little butterfly kisses till I get to the edge of her panties.
“You’re everything that I have been waiting for.” I kiss her right above her elastic as I peel them over her hips.
I’ve done this almost every day, yet I look at her, scared to hurt her, scared to not be the man she deserves. She lifts her hips, telling me she’s waiting. My heart beats so fast, my palms are sweaty, you would think it’s my first time and in some ways, it is. This isn’t fucking. I’m going to make love to her.
“I’ve fucked up so much in my life.” My mouth goes on her, the wetness melting on my tongue like sugar. “I know I don’t deserve this gift.” I suck in and her head goes from side to side as I manipulate her clit with my tongue, my teeth, as my fingers slide inside of her, first one, then two, then three. “I can’t walk away no matter how many times my head tells me to. It’s my heart that wins out this time.” I twist them as I try to stretch her. I know she’s getting close because my fingers are being squeezed so tight I don’t think I can move them in again.
“Max, please,” she begs me and I know that it’s now.
I lean up on my knees, leaning over to the bedside table I keep condoms in. Grabbing one in my hand, I tear open the corner with my teeth as she watches me.
“I’m on the pill,” she starts saying as I stop mid tear. “When was the last—”
And I don’t let her finish.
“I think it was February,” I say, looking into her eyes. “I’m clean. We get tested monthly.”
“I know,” she says.
“I’ve never ever done this without one, not even once,” I tell her as she nods. “You’re sure?” And she nods again. I look down at her, her knees to the side, her pussy open for me. The wetness glistens, so I pull my shorts off. I grab my cock in my hand and rub the head through her folds, wetting me. I line my cock up to her opening as I push the head in a little. Her pussy grips me like a vise. I hiss out and try not to let myself take in the moment. I slide in a little at a time as Allison tenses. “You okay?” I ask her as she nods while she holds her breath. “Does it hurt?”
“No, no, it’s fine.” She looks at me, pushing her legs back, trying to open up more. I go in a bit more. This time only the head is in. “Just do it in one shot.” She grabs onto my arms that are beside her. “Like a waxing.”
“I’m afraid if I move I’ll hurt you even more,” I say through clenched teeth, pushing through till I’m halfway in. I swear sweat is starting to roll down my back. I go back out and push in, this time a bit more. I see her bite her teeth and hiss. I go in and out again, once, twice and then I just push all the way in as she screams, not in pleasure. I stay buried in her. “Fuck. Don’t do that,” I tell her as I feel her clench around me.
“I can’t help it,” she says, moaning. “I think my vagina is rejecting your penis.”
“I’m going to move now,” I say, pulling back out and then in again, this time sliding in with more ease. My arms shake from holding up all my weight as Allison’s hands stay on my hips. “You’re so tight,” I hiss out as she looks at me and I slowly go in and out till she finally relaxes a bit. “Angel, I love you” I lean down and kiss her, my tongue rolling with hers as I fill her, as she wraps her legs around my waist, our lips never leaving each other as we both dive off of the cliff together. I ride out our orgasms together, my thrusts coming slower till I’m just buried in her.