After a thorough examination, Dr. Singh declares me fit to go home. Christian sags with relief.
"Mrs. Grey, you'll have to watch for worsening headaches and blurry vision. If that occurs you must return to the hospital immediately."
I nod, trying to contain my delight at going home.
As Dr. Singh leaves, Christian asks her for a quick word in the corridor. He keeps the door ajar as he asks her a question. She smiles.
"Yes, Mr. Grey, that's fine."
He grins and returns to the room a happier man.
"What was all that about?"
"Sex," he says, flashing a wicked grin.
Oh. I blush. "And?"
"You're good to go." He smirks.
Oh, Christian!
"I have a headache." I smirk right back.
"I know. You'll be off limits for a while. I was just checking."
Off limits? I frown at the momentary stab of disappointment I feel. I'm not sure I want to be off limits.
Nurse Nora joins us to remove my IV. She glares at Christian. I think she's one of the few women I've met who is oblivious to his charms. I thank her when she leaves with my IV stand.
"Shall I take you home?" Christian asks.
"I'd like to see Ray first."
"Sure."
"Does he know about the baby?"
"I thought you'd want to be the one to tell him. I haven't told your mom either."
"Thank you." I smile, grateful that he hasn't stolen my thunder.
"My mom knows," Christian adds. "She saw your chart. I told my dad but no one else. Mom said couples normally wait for twelve weeks or so . . . to be sure." He shrugs.
"I'm not sure I'm ready to tell Ray."
"I should warn you, he's mad as hell. Said I should spank you."
What? Christian laughs at my appalled expression. "I told him I'd be only too willing to oblige."
"You didn't!" I gasp, though a memory of a whispered conversation while I was unconscious tantalizes me. Yes, Ray was here while I was laid out . . .
He winks at me. "Here, Taylor brought you some clean clothes. I'll help you dress."
As Christian predicted, Ray is furious. I don't ever remember him being this mad. Christian has wisely decided to leave us alone together. For such a taciturn man, Ray fills his hospital room with his invective, berating me for my irresponsible behavior. I am twelve years old again. Oh, Dad, please calm down. Your blood pressure is not up to this.
"And I've had to deal with your mother," he grumbles, waving both of his hands in exasperation.
"Dad, I'm sorry."
"And poor Christian! I've never seen him like that. He's aged. We've both aged years over the last couple of days."
"Ray, I'm sorry."
"Your mother is waiting for your call," he says in a more measured tone.
I lean over and kiss his cheek, and finally he relents from his tirade.
"I'll call her. I really am sorry. But thank you for teaching me to shoot."
For a moment, he regards me with ill-concealed paternal pride. "I'm glad you can shoot straight," he says, his voice gruff. "Now go on home and get some rest."
"You look well, Dad." I try to change the subject.
"You look pale." His fear is suddenly evident. His look mirrors Christian's from last night, and I grasp his hand.
"I'm okay. I promise I won't do anything like that again."
He squeezes my hand and pulls me into a hug. "If anything happened to you," he whispers, his voice hoarse and low. Tears prick my eyes. I am not used to displays of emotion from my stepfather.
"Dad, I'm good. Nothing that a hot shower won't cure."
We leave through the rear exit of the hospital to avoid the paparazzi gathered at the entrance. Taylor leads us to the waiting in the SUV. Christian is quiet as Sawyer drives us home. I avoid Sawyer's gaze in the rearview mirror, embarrassed that the last time I saw him was at the bank when I gave him the slip. I call my mom, who sobs down the phone. It takes most of the journey home to calm her down, but I succeed by promising that we'll visit soon. Throughout my conversation with her, Christian holds my hand, brushing his thumb across my knuckles. He's nervous . . . something's happened.
"What's wrong?" I ask when I'm finally free from my mother.
"Welch wants to see me."
"Welch? Why?"
"He's found something out about that f**ker Hyde." Christian's lip curls into a snarl, and a frisson of fear passes through me. "He didn't want to tell me on the phone."
"Oh."
"He's coming here this afternoon from Detroit."
"You think he's found a connection?"
Christian nods.
"What do you think it is?"
"I have no idea." Christian's brow furrows, perplexed.
Taylor pulls into the garage at Escala and stops by the elevator to let us out before he parks. In the garage, we can avoid the attention of the waiting photographers. Christian ushers me out of the car. Keeping his arm around my waist, he leads me to the waiting elevator.
"Glad to be home?" he asks.
"Yes," I whisper. But as I stand in the familiar surroundings of the elevator, the enormity of what I've been through crashes over me, and I start to shake.
"Hey - " Christian wraps his arms around me and pulls me close.
"You're home. You're safe," he says, kissing my hair.
"Oh, Christian." A dam I didn't even know was in place bursts, and I start to sob.
"Hush now," Christian whispers, cradling my head against his chest. But it's too late. I weep, overwhelmed, into his T-shirt, recalling Jack's vicious attack - "That's for SIP, you f**king bitch!" - telling Christian I was leaving - "You're leaving me?" - and my fear, my gutwrenching fear for Mia, for myself, and for Blip. When the doors of the elevator slide open, Christian picks me up like a child and carries me into the foyer. I wrap my arms around his neck and cling to him, keening quietly.