"Still," he rasps, his hands digging into my flesh. "Please, let me savor this. Savor you."
I stop. Oh my . . . he feels so good inside me. He caresses my face, his eyes wide and wild, his lips parted as he breathes. He flexes beneath me and I moan, closing my eyes.
"This is my favorite place," he whispers. "Inside you. Inside my wife."
Oh f**k. Christian. I cannot hold back. My fingers glide into his wet hair, my lips seek his, and I start to move. Up and down on my toes, savoring him, savoring me. He groans loudly, and his hands are in my hair and around my back, and his tongue invades my mouth greedily, taking all that I willingly give. After all our arguing today, my frustration with him, his with me - we still have this. We will always have this. I love him so much, it's almost overwhelming. His hands move to my backside and he controls me, moving me up and down, again and again, at his pace - his hot, slick tempo.
"Ah," I groan helplessly into his mouth as I'm carried away.
"Yes. Yes, Ana," he hisses, and I rain kisses on his face, his chin, his jaw, his neck. "Baby," he breathes, capturing my mouth once more.
"Oh, Christian, I love you. I will always love you." I'm breathless, wanting him to know, wanting him to be sure of me after our battle of wills today.
He moans loudly and wraps his arms around me tightly as he climaxes with a mournful sob, and it's enough - enough to push me over the brink once more. I clutch my arms around his head and let go, and I come around him, tears springing to my eyes because I love him so.
"Hey," he whispers, tipping my chin back and gazing at me with quiet concern. "Why are you crying? Did I hurt you?"
"No," I mutter reassuringly. He smoothes my hair off my face, wipes away a lone tear with this thumb and tenderly kisses my lips. He is still inside me. He shifts, and I wince as he pulls out of me.
"What's wrong, Ana? Tell me."
I sniff. "It's just . . . it's just sometimes I'm overwhelmed by how much I love you," I whisper. He blinks down at me.
"Oh." Then he smiles his special shy smile - reserved for me, I think. "You have the same effect on me," he whispers, and kisses me once more. I smile up at him, and inside my joy unfurls and stretches lazily.
"Do I?"
He smirks. "You know you do."
"Sometimes I know. Not all the time."
"Back at you, Mrs. Grey," he whispers.
I grin and gently place feather-light kisses over his chest. I nuzzle his chest hair. Christian caresses my hair and runs a hand down my back. He unclasps my bra and pulls the strap down one arm. I shift, and he tugs the strap down the other arm and drops my bra on the floor.
"Hmm. Skin on skin," he murmurs appreciatively and folds me in his arms again. He kisses my shoulder and runs his nose up to my ear.
"You smell like heaven, Mrs. Grey."
"So do you, Mr. Grey." I nuzzle him again and inhale his Christian smell, which is now mixed with the heady scent of sex. I could stay wrapped in his arms like this, sated and happy, forever. It's just what I need after a full day of back-to-work, arguing, and bitch slapping. This is where I want to be, and in spite of his control freakery, his megalomania, this is where I belong. Christian buries his nose in my hair and inhales deeply. I let out a contented sigh, and I feel his smile. And we sit, arms clasped around each other, saying nothing. Eventually reality intrudes.
"It's late," Christian says, his fingers methodically stroking my back.
"Your hair still needs cutting."
He chuckles. "That it does, Mrs. Grey. Do you have the energy to finish the job you started?"
"For you, Mr. Grey, anything." I kiss his chest once more and reluctantly stand.
"Don't go." Grabbing my hips, he turns me around. He straightens then undoes my skirt, letting it drop to the floor. He holds his hand out to me. I take it and step out of my skirt. Now I am dressed solely in stockings and garter belt.
"You are a mighty fine sight, Mrs. Grey." He sits back in the chair and crosses his arms, giving me a full and frank appraisal. I hold out my hands and twirl for him.
"God, I'm a lucky son of a bitch," he says admiringly.
"Yes, you are."
He grins. "Put my shirt on and you can cut my hair. Like this, you'll distract me, and we'll never get to bed."
I can't help my answering smile. Knowing that he's watching my every move, I sashay over to where we left my shoes and his shirt. Bending slowly, I reach down, pick up his shirt, smell it - hmm - then shrug it on.
Christian blinks at me, his eyes round. He's redone his fly and is watching me intently.
"That's quite a floor show, Mrs. Grey."
"Do we have any scissors?" I ask innocently, batting my eyelashes.
"My study," he croaks.
"I'll go search." Leaving him, I walk into our bedroom and grab my comb from the dressing table before heading to his study. As I enter the main corridor, I notice the door to Taylor's office is open. Mrs. Jones is standing just beyond the door. I stop, rooted to the spot. Taylor is running his fingers down her face and smiling sweetly at her. Then he leans down and kisses her.
Holy shit! Taylor and Mrs. Jones? I gape in astonishment - I mean, I thought . . . well, I kind of suspected. But obviously they are together!
I flush, feeling like a voyeur, and manage to get my feet to move. I scamper across the great room and into Christian's study. Switching on the light, I walk to his desk. Taylor and Mrs. Jones . . . Wow! I'm reeling. I always thought Mrs. Jones was older than Taylor. Oh, I have to get my head around this. I open the top drawer and am immediately distracted when I find a gun. Christian has a gun!